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The day I take my life away please know mom and dad that you did the best you could to help me. Don’t feel that you fail me as parents because you didn’t. I know mom that you couldn’t be affectionate with us growing up because you never knew how because of what you been thru. I hope I at least made you and my dad proud for the small things I tried doing to make you guys smile. To my sister, I’m sorry I couldn’t relate with you much. I know you preferred your friend over me multiple times. I wish you kept my secrets more instead of telling people what I would tell you. I know it’s not your fault and I’m not mad at you because i never knew what really went on in your world. Don’t blame yourself either just be there for my nephews. To my brothers, we’re not perfect and I love you guys I just wished UB wouldn’t try to make it seem like we never existed in his life. To my other 2 brothers I appreciate the love and affection you always showed me, it always made me feel very loved and close to you guys. To my boyfriend. You knew all the horrible things I went thru in my life. I forgive you for all the times you left me especially when I found out u gave me herpes. I forgive you for all the times you were abusive even after knowing I was abused for a long time. You never failed to try to make me not be myself. All I wanted to be in life was somebody and have it all. My body is dirty and i don’t value myself like i did when I was a little girl. I hope that there’s no girl out there that will go thru what i went thru because it sucks. Please don’t blame yourself for my action. We all live in a world differently than others because it’s our minds that put it in different views. I love you mom and dad please never forget that i always want to see y’all happy and you both deserve the world and more. Sorry I couldn’t give it you like I promise!
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ReplyYour parents will always blame themselves. People who you interacted or are friends with will always be left with the thought that they could have done something. Everyone will regret what has happened and will be left to suffer after you are gone
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