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I know that this will never be seen by the only person I want it to be seen by but I still want and need to get these words out because they are over running my mind and my emotions.
When you left you broke me. You have left such a huge hole in my heart and my life that cannot be replaced or filled. Sure I have my friends and my family but I just can't talk to them about it anymore because at this stage it is like Jesus just move on already. But I can't I honestly can't do it. I go out with my friends to try and forget about you but I honestly can't. One minute I could be laughing and smiling but then in the blink of an eye you are back in my mind. I honestly just miss you so much. But I just have to ask why did you make it so awkward between us. We were never like that for all the time we were with each other and when you made it awkward between us it destroyed me because I never would have thought that things would get to that stage between us.
I know that you are getting on with your life and moving on from me and that thought of that just kills me. At this stage of I'd say you don't even think about me, I'm a past memory that you refuse to visit because you just want to forget. I do understand it and I am envious of you in that way because whenever I think of you and think of times that we spent with each other it just brings me sadness and a heavy feeling on my heart and body.
I still love you with all of my heart even though that heart is in a million pieces now. I always think to my self does anybody know that I am so off from what I would normally be? I know that you would notice but I can't count on your support anymore because you don't want to know me or know what is going on in my life anymore.
I just miss you every day and I honestly am struggling with everything in my life without you in it. I miss the good morning texts, the goodnight texts, the opportunity of just being with you but what I miss most is the fact that whenever you were around you would bring me joy and happiness no matter what mood I was in before you would elevate my mood and make me happy. It was impossible to be sad when you were around.
I'm a broken man since you left and I know that you will never see these words and you will never know the impact you had when you left my life but I just miss and love you so much. It kills me that we can go from everything to nothing in each others lives just like that.
I hope you have a happy life and the next person who comes into you life will be one of the luckiest people in the world because they will be getting someone so special, so understanding and accepting as to who they are when they meet you. I don't know if I will ever move on from you but I will have to try but I hope you have the life you deserve because you deserve the world and shouldn't accept anything less.
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This is too heartbreaking. I'm so sorry, luv for the pain and heartache you're going through. It may be the most painful thing in life. I've been there a few times, and I didn't know how I'd go on living. But I did, and the pain fades. Really, it does. I truly feel for you, luv. I wish you the best.
ReplyIt's been 3 years since my relationship ended with my girl. I feel the same void in my heart. It never stops hurting.
ReplyI'm so sorry for your loss, I feel the same way about my ex. He left... and he blocked me on everything. We went from everything... to strangers. It hurts to know he's moved on. It hurts...
ReplyBeautiful
ReplyThank you. I'm surprised that this has got any new responses considering it was 9 months ago but thanks again : )
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