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Everything that we do for you, everything that she alone does for and you can't say a simple thank you, or show a simple piece of gratitude?
Your scared of him that's why. Your scared of loosing your useless piece of shit son instead of being grateful and respectful to your daughter and good son. It's always about him. Your a coward when he's in the equation. After everything that he's said and done all his life, withholding your grandson, treating your other kids like shit ona shoe.. The god awful way he's treated you. And yet he always wins. You don't want to talk to him, anger him in any way incase he reacts.. Whilst your other children feel pushed out, second best and not valued.
Well maybe not your good son., your baby boy. Your misogynistic, old fashioned, disrespectful but yet loving and caring son. The one who thinks woman are second class citizens, that they can't explain themselfs fully, or need approval to do things in life. The son that thinks his opinion is the only opinion, and he's right because He thinks he is. He's a complex soul though. Would walk to the end of the earth for you some days, and wouldn't even look your direction another. So childlike in behaviour yet sometimes thinks he's in charge of his mother and the rest of the family. He's bearable most of the time..
And that leaves us with the unwanted one. Your daughter. From day one she didn't fit the hill, wasn't what you wanted and it showed. The manner in which you treat her is so unmistakably obvious compared to your golden (horrific) boys.
It's her throat you attack, it's her that cops it's and takes it and bears it. Yet it's her thats always there, that picks up the pieces time and time again, it's her thst outs you back together, that cares for you in ways the boys can't... And for what?
For abuse off of you? To be disregarded and treated like she doesn't matter?
You cannot treat your children differently and yet you do. Each of them are "who they are" but yet she's not allowed to be. She has to fit in with everyone else's schedule, routine and not upset the balance of chaos you've allowed to be crated over the years. You can trip over the mountain under the carpet as soon as you open the door given the secrets and sins of a lifetime that are stashed away, never to be spoken of as you "don't like confrontation". That's why you neve likes her, she was different from the "way a woman should be".
Well I'm sorry but it's two thousand and fucking nineteen and issues are discussed and aired, woman are not to be seen and not heard any longer, options are valid and parents are supposed to treat their children equally.
The more I see you, learn about you and witness your interactions with others as an adult.. The more I dislike you. Sweet old grandma isn't there anymore, in her place is a vindictive nasty rude bitter woman whose too much of a coward to correct all the failings in her diminishing family. A woman whose too scared to upset one awful family member at the risk of loosing four more, at the risk of damaging the mental health of own daughter. That's not a woman I respect. Thats not a woman I want to be. I ways looked at you as my second mother, and I can safely (painfully) say today I am glad you were not.
I never thought you'd be an ungrateful shell of a woman, you always said it wouldn't happen to you.
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