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Who said it was great to be surrounded by backstabbers?
5 years ago · 1 · Betrayal, +8 · Explicit
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It's so fucked up that there's people who betrayed me but nobody wants to confess and tell me the freakin truth. Nobody has confronted me about what exactly is going on and it seems that it's justified to keep it that way?
I want to know whom betrayed me, how and why they did it. I should know exactly whether to take legal action or not. I would want to do something about it and i won't let it go until I do.
If I know those involved in betraying me, at least I'll know to never trust these people again and keep them out of my life permanently. They will never have a chance again to abuse me like that and this depending on the severity of the damage they caused towards me.
I already have trust issues and it's making it worst as time goes on.
I feel more and more I'm having less trust in others. Everyone seems so fucking selfish and uncaring to such an extent that it's really disgusting behavior. I want to know if people fucked me over on purpose to get by and better themselves from using me.
For a long time now, I've been in distress, suicidal, suffering internally and from unfortunate circumstances. It really doesn't fucking help me when people have betrayed me, hide the truth and are lying to me.
How the fuck do you expect me to trust anyone afterwards without being skeptical?
Not one person has had the courage to tell me what the fuck was going on, when I should know the truth and get some peace of mind.
I'm never going to be grateful for the people who were fucking around with me and my life. Nothing good has come out from it and I'm here suffering but nobody gives a shit enough to say something to me. These days, I feel the need in having to look into situations further on my own and seek out answers. What choice do I have since I have nobody reliable enough anymore to help.
Based on the fact that nobody wants to tell me the damn truth. I have to go dig out the truth for myself and deal with it. Have to say I really don't fucking appreciate any of the bullshit people bring towards me and my life. I cannot fathom enough of how many people really don't deserve anything else out of me ever again.
Pushing me to madness and becoming suicidal by you fucking assholes isn't okay!
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Dont worry about who did it. Dont let them drive you to make you feel like you want to end it. Traitors and backstabbers are generally twofaced cowards. Dont let them drive you crazy. I know how it feels to be betrayed. Ive been there for others and them not be there for me when i needed it so many times. Dont let it torture you. If you cant do anything about it or make anybody talk or admit to anything just try to let it go anfd go on living your life.
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