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My aunt got married today. It is her second wedding. Her first husband died a few years ago from cancer.
I am so happy for them. My aunt asked my mom to give a speech at the wedding and it was lovely but made uncontrollable teardrops form at the corners of my eyes...and they weren't happy tears. My mom talked about my aunt and how lonely she was after my uncle died, wondering if she'd ever find love again. And I think that its only natural as a human being to hear some tiny voice whisper, "What about me?" My aunt had a man love her already. I can't even find one. And now she's found another man- a good, kind and decent one. And while I don't typically go to weddings and feel sorry for myself, the last two have been particularly hard for me.
Anyway...today isn't about me. I know that. But I'd like to have an opportunity to find my own teammate and friend, someone who will always be in my corner. And since I don't really have that, and haven't had that in a very long time, I'm feeling stupid lonely. Maybe just lonely. Ok...maybe stupid too. 😜
Anyway, it wasn't my day. I'm happy they found each other. Perhaps I'll be lucky one of these days.
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Na,,when it is right it will be right until then,,,,oh well,
ReplyNot stupid. But something you will need to be patient with. It might happen tomorrow or two years from now. Just keep meeting new people because you never know who it might be.
ReplyCome on Oakland county isn't that big .
ReplyWell apparently you know who I am but are going to be creepy about it. Cool. And what does the size of my county have to do with anything?
ReplyNo I don't know you but I admire you from here. I read remember and I'm perceptive. No worries didn't mean to creep you out. You just seem to be someone that deserves a guy to love you for who you are. The size of the county doesn't really mean much beside we live in the same one. Hey just know that someone appreciate you as a person and the job you do. You sound like you're Quite wonderful to me best regards. 🐦
ReplySorry. I don't mean to get creeped out. Its just weird that you know where I'm from, I guess. And thank you for the compliment. I do appreciate it.
ReplyNo worries BirdNerd I'm over here in Clarkston just so you know. Just admiring you from afar LOL well not that far. I just want to say again I think you sound like a really nice person fellow Michigander. Not to sound even more creepy than I have already but I'd love to meet you one day to put a face to the wonderful heart and soul you've show threw what you write here. Until then keep cool this heat is brutal. 😉
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