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my heart aches , my body is in pain , my mind is blocked .....and that's because of ME ..because of my decisions and my stupid acts ..I always tend to be lazy , bad at organisation and I procrastinate a lot and of course it affects me negatively so bad . cause it sucks to see people at your age or younger better than you in a lot of stuffs and mastering a lot of languages and skills it sucks to see them all confident and shinning whene u're not . the realisation hit me so hard ; i'm the one responsible of all this I'm the one who waisted my time on useless things instead of doing something useful even though I'm just 18 I feel like i've waisted a lot of time and I feel like i won't be able to reach those people or to improve myself or to reach a high level of confidence that hurts and what hurts more are the feelings inside me , telling me that i'm just a stupid looser person who can't achieve anything I feel dumb right know and those feelings prevent me from standing up on my feets again , i'm in darkness right now , and i'm lost in dark .............
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I know you don't realize this right now, but you're still very, very young, and you're not expected to change the world. You can fake confidence, if you have to. That's all I've ever done. It works. I was pretty lost at 18, and didn't have a clue what I wanted to do, but I just started working and things happened. Good things happened. I really do hope the best for you and feel you're worrying too much. Start taking small steps every day.
ReplyThank you so much for your advice about how to handle my current situation . I felt stuck and was feeling defeated . I appreciate that you were able to give me some suggestions on how to move forward .
ReplyI hear you. It's really hard at your age. I didn't do much other than stay home when I was 18, but when I started working, though I kinda hated the job (at Burger King lol), everything started getting better and better and my 20s were the time of my life...just so awesome. I hope you love your 20s too.
ReplyI hope so ... thank you so much for your support and hope that u're leading a peaceful and happy life
ReplySome people do not have interest in other languages lol or the things you are interested in. That does not make them a loser at all. When you die are you going to worry about what you did not achieve or will you feel regret for not doing or being you? You can work your whole life achieving and yet on your death bed it does not mean a thing. Do you whatever that is for you. If you do you and leave others to do them I bet you would be better off as well as the people you put down. Just saying...lol
Replythank you for u're advices
ReplyTruuuust me I am exaaactly in the same spoott!! I just turned19! I failed the moooooost important exam of my life twice!!! And here I am crying all day seeing people who were working less than me attending the best schools and universities! And it's all because of me! I was the brightest student and the most hard working.. But I left all that because of a stupid boy who distracted me from my studies.. Later when I failed he admitted he was jealous of me studying before that's why he was distracting me.. I still don't know how to move on to a bright future.. Sorry to tell you that I want to kill myself.. I hate everything about me.
Replywhat you went through has just showed u that u don't have to trust people easily , so just try your best to move forward and forget about what happend in the past . killing u're self won't solve anything get rid of those thoughts and always try to stay positive and motivated
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