Skinny

A couple of months ago I was so skinny I ate under 500 calories a day. I was always cold and I lost my period. I even got to be underweight. Not as skinny as I wanted to be, but still. I was pretty fucking skinny. I've gained some weight. People say I look even better than I did when I was super skinny. But I love being super skinny. It feels amazing when nothing is in your stomach. And when people wonder how you got so skinny. People were saying I was model skinny. People joked around saying I needed some chicken. Every Friday at my work somebody brings in sweets. Proud to say I've never ate any sweets they brought. I think fat people are below me. Because they just keep stuffing there faces... while I starve myself. I go without eatting for days. And on top of that I work out everyday. I used to not think like this, but this is who I am now. It's been years like this. I can't imagine thinking another way. Anyway, the whole reason I'm writting this is, because nobody knows I think like this. So I was wondering if anybody else has similar experinces.