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Love is a big mystery for me. Since I divorced, I never fall in love again. I liked my long distance friend, but he turned me down. After a while, I cut bonds with him to overcome my feelings. He sent an e-mail 5 years later saying 'Wherte are you... I miss you". I was happy to received it but I was mad. So I wrote him some heavy stuffs, and he answered me without getting mad at me. He actually opened my eyes to reality. So I told him I was sick since 2014 without knowing it (social fobia), and he told me if I wanted, he can be a friend that gives me support. I accepted. Frankly, he always helped me with his very different way of thinking (different from my way). I appreciate the offer and the fact he never treated me bad. Now I know it's because he is like that. He's disrecpecrful with friends. Anyways, he helped me a nigh I have a nightmare and I was exhausted bit I couldn't sleep. And I helped him when he was confused about a new girl he knew. So we help each other. But, I'm afraid I love him very much, and it's not a simple romantic feeling, it's deep appreciation. Is this love or just friends love? What I feel...
this question is for me to understand myself better by receiving your perspective. If you were wondering: he only sees me as a wise older sister (he's 4 years younger than me). Which makes me feel so down.
Anyways. I won't lose a friend for this situation, that I started myself. But I just wished I knew what love is.
Ps. he share things he doesn't tell anybody else but me.
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ReplyThank God he's not a gossiper. My crush ruined my reputation just because I loved him and he was gay and unrequited. He managed to get my life upside down.
Replywow, such bad person, so sorry!
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