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Ever since going abroad, things have been a fucking mess. The best part is that all of that are my fault. Usually, I kept rejecting the train of thought about me being depressed... that was before I started going abroad alone.
All of this problems will gone if I just do a leap of faith from the **nd floor of my apartment, I always thought to myself. The things that keep me somewhat alive are my own conscience, my family, and my fear of death. And what keep those three somewhat in line is 'my family' part. If that broke apart, then I might do that leap of faith.
It feels like everytime I think of this... sad things, I failed my family. I even shared some things with my mom, excluding me being suicidal. But it's still there.
I don't need any advice. You can berate me all you want in the comments. I just need an outlet to try and keep my feelings in check.
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