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I used to suffer pretty badly from an eating disorder a couple years ago, and have mentally relapsed on and off. This time, I wanna do it, I wanna get so skinny people worry about me & I want people to notice. I want to feel the happiness when I hit under my calorie goal & almost pass out from jumping jacks. I want to feel like I used to feel; in control and rhythmic.
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I'm sorry you feel that way, but the sense of control is a lie you tell yourself. Everyone wants an easy answer to their problems, but this is a lie that controls YOU. You find security in making a consistent choice, but it's only hurting you. Please be a better you than you were yesterday. You're strong, you can do this, NOT succumbing is having control.
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