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Therapeutic excercise to see the other side of the story
5 years ago · 3 · violence, +9 · Explicit
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Girls, who have lost their virginity outside of marriage, what...made you want to do it? I hear other girls do it and it used to make me angry. But I cant afford anger. I dont really take it out on anything anymore. I used to write, draw, distract myself, or talk it out with people. But I cant anymore. No more. Cant cry anymore. Can't do anything. I dont interact with anyone outside my home. I'm just plagued by something in my mind every waking second. The only thing that helps me is thinking. Thinking about my sick desires of violence and pain. But I think about love. I want to be loved. Be desired. To feel accepted by someone. I dont know why but I have hostile feelings toward sexual pleasure. I want to do something about it. I was in danger of hurting myself badly last night because I saw something sexual. I sound insane. I sound stupid. I want to be something else but, I can't. I cant cry. It just feels like constant emotional pain. I cant focus on my studies. I'm not doing well. I have to think, everyday. Dont have friends, never dated anyone, never kissed anyone. I see pretty girls. I have dark desires. I want to cut, burn,stab myself. I often think of vivesection on a girl who fornicated. I have thoughts like this every single waking moment. Why am I like this? GET OUT!
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Hi hun, I'm so sorry you're mentally overwhelmed right now. It's not fair to you to have uncontrollable thoughts! I studied a lot of mental health in college. Can you access a professional to speak to about this? These thoughts are serious, and a professional can help you to feel at peace again
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ReplyI used to think the same way. I’ve had friends who thought the opposite way, and had lots of those feelings and experiences outside of marriage. But me and some of those friends had a shared trait of an unhealthy relationship with our bodies and our minds. I got counseling, so did they. We got better.
ReplyYou need really need to seek out help and it would immensely help with your thoughts. This really has nothing to do with others but more to do with yourself.
Please do get help it will make a positive difference in your life.
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