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Every minute someone takes their own life. They jump off the mountain, pick up the knife, or maybe they take that last pill. I wonder what goes through their mind in those last day, hours, minutes, or even seconds. Are they just done? Do they feel like the weight of the world on their shoulders is to much? Do they think that no one ever helped? I can never know what they are thinking, what they feel, why they did it. But I wish they would think of the red thread. I wish they would remember the story of the red thread and what it means for them. How that a person no matter the distance is there waiting for them. When those last thoughts are going through their mind I wish they would stop for a moment and believe that there is someone out their waiting to meet them. That their soul is made for a person, that this person is waiting for them. That if they take that last step, pick up the blade, and try to take that last drug to make it better that they will leave their red thread person. I wonder what goes on in a person head in there last moments, and I pray that they think about the red thread. And maybe they will stop and think to try at least a little longer to look for their red thread soul mate.
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