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7 months ago · · Self Harm
I remember the first time I self harmed, I was around 13 years old and now I am 19 and the last time I self harmed was a week ago. From that time spand, I didn’t always do it but it bothers me that It’s something I can’t get past. I wish I’d stop and leave it for good and never look back at it but it’s hard. I used to be at a really dark place but time has passed and I’m improving. But whenever I’m really not okay, I always think about doing it and sometimes I do and sometimes I don’t. I start remembering the feeling and crave it so much and if I think too much I can’t stop the urges and give in. I just don’t understand why I can’t fully stop. I don’t want to keep doing this forever.