I feel so depressed now.

I hate my own social anxiety and general anxiety. I took a pill already and didn't help. I hate my own generation. Cell phone addicted zombies and trashy personality. Only most of them though. I just want to lay on bed and sleep forever peacely. I wish I can create an imaginary friend but people going to judge me and call me sick. I hate that my hips and butt and legs grow bigger and feel ashamed of it but my no common sense parents kept buying junk food and not being very strict. I know I can still stop myself but I don't want to feel like crap when everyone is eating things they like. I feel so tired of everything. I just want to be with nature and lay on flowers and touch frogs.