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Dear Papa and Mama,
Exactly 3 months and 5 days ago since I became a mom. The pain I experienced during labor is something I cannot describe. It's true as they say.. it may be the worst kind of physical pain a woman can ever feel.
I never told anyone but God that I am actually having mixed feelings becoming a mother. It's happiness at the same time craziness because I feel sad, angry and disappointed. I feel sad because I got married and had a daugther without making you both proud of me. Angry and disappointed to myself because I never believed in myself. I feared more than trusting God and myself. I realized all the things you told me before were all true. I knew you only wanted what's best for me.
I know I have said sorry before but I just wanted to say sorry for all my mistakes. I wish I can do something that could make things better.
The truth is.. becoming a mother has made me fear for a lot of things involving my daughter. But also, I fear that what if.... God call you to his kingdom and I wasn't able to do something great for you to be proud of me.
I love you so much mama and papa.
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