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Have there been cases where women have been drugged and then raped while they slept?
Is there anyway which indicates a way of knowing if you were?
This is a very serious question.
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Hey,
is there any way to know? If you're having these concerns, you can get a rape-kit done and they will test for semen and any drugs that could be lingering in your system. but act quick! It takes three days for the semen tests to become more complicated and most drugs take anywhere from 3 days-7 days of leaving your system fully. I wouldn't take a shower and go to the hospital. If you've already done so, you can bring the clothes that you were wearing (possibly to bed) for there could be some samples on them. And then you can get tested for the possible drugs. Are you okay? Are you safe? Why do you think this?
ReplyThat's really helpful information and I never knew something like that existed. This can definitely help those who haven't heard of this and can take quick action. Unfortunately, if I was a victim of rape, while drugged or asleep, I wouldn't know for sure without doubting myself or overthinking. Alot has happened to me, which had made me feel really off and uncomfortable within my surroundings. I feel like people have been doing it on purpose to mess with me or something isn't right. I feel like I'm coming to a blank about certain events and I'm no it sure if it's because I have a bad memory, normally I don't or I'm panicking for nothing. To be honest, I haven't felt okay for a long time and I don't know about fully feeling safe anymore. I look forward leaving town with my future husband and never coming back.
I just don't know what's going on anymore with my surroundings and the way people have been acting towards me.
People have acted like they are against me, when I don't recall doing anything wrong towards them and just received alot of abusive behaviors for no reason.
I've had people online on Novni accuse me of things that didn't make any sense, I didn't do anything and I was mobbed on here. I'm thinking this because I've had odd people which seem to follow me around out in public, stalking me, been harassed online, had creepy old and ugly men staring at me like perverts. There is so much more that has happen and the amount of issues I have gotten from other people. I'm not a bad person, but I was treated like a criminal. People were legitimately trying to hurt me and make me feel bad on Novni.
There's alot of other odd incidences which has happened to me within the past 3 years, I've written about it so many times and asked for help. I always got different answers, some very suspicious as I was deliberately being targeted and it's always the same pattern. I've been dealing with this issue for awhile, when it comes to people and I don't believe they have good intentions. I have been proven this by others enough times and it just never stops. I don't know why this keeps happening to me and why strangers are being this way towards me. I have constantly been asking for the truth and answers, I'd someone knows something that they can come forward. I have suddenly become isolated,extremely distrustful and paranoid about others, because of what was going on and still is. I feel like my privacy has been badly violated because I kept having my bank account passwords changed, emails too and I never changed them. It suddenly stopped without any explanation as to why. I don't know what has been going on and it's been bothering me for awhile now. I have tried to confined in my friends, family and my significant other who I'm still with. Nobody seems to understand where I'm coming from, when I told them I felt stalked and people acting differently towards me out in public when I'm alone. Sometimes, people are with me and they witness these odd incidences being done. I feel like nobody wants to believe me and brushes it off, like I'm freaking out for nothing and "crazy".
My own mother neglects my feelings, when i have told her about how certain things are odd and I don't feel comfortable.
She keeps saying to me that it's all based on how I take things personally and I'm triggered from something in the past, but people are doing this to be on purpose. I have lost my composure because it never ends, it has become and made me have sucidal idelations. These people are doing things towards me on purpose and its been going on for 3 years. I never had issues in public ever in my life before and it has made me doubt my sanity. It has made me feel very much alone in this and I've become very uncomfortable where I've been living for a long while. I was never paranoid of my surroundings before or had issues with people out in public.
I feel like I'm being emotionally and psychologically abused on purpose, so whoever can take advantage and control me.
I know myself very well and alot of it doesn't make sense because people who know me, are aware that I was never like this ever before. I don't know if there's been rumors or lies going around about me but nobody has said something directly to me. I've been warned of a situation on novni about men harassing women both online and in public, using manipulation to enforce sex because they're incels. I also did a blood test awhile back and not that long ago, I only got the results then, strangely enough my doctor asked if I took drugs and it put me off because I never took drugs in my life. I don't know if I took this as something else but I just don't know what to believe anymore. I feel like breaking down crying and hoping things would end, because I'm so tired of everything. I'm sick of whatever has been done towards me by other people. Whoever was been behind tormenting me, causing problems within my life has ruined my life and made me feel unsafe. I don't know what to do without doubting my sanity and feel heavily abused by this all.
Currently, I'm pregnant. Which suppose to be my future husband because I never cheated on him and the only person I've slept with for the past 3 years. I'm freaking out in paranoia because I don't recall us not being careful and I had asked him if he remembers... He said I'm being crazy, thinking nonsense and being unsupportive of my concern.
I'm doubting the very fact that something bad might of happened to me without my full acknowledgment, while my partner was unaware or I don't know. I just don't know anymore and don't know who to trsut.
I feel like I'm going crazy and I want to end my life in some ways, been pretending that everything is okay.
_-Jas
ReplyDon't feel crazy, literally, don't. I get it, Jas. Hey, things will be okay:) If you're wondering about this, you can take a sample from the baby (don't worry, it's not going to hurt the baby in anyway way, it's just the outer part of the womb), and can see if it matches to the father. But that's just an extra assertion. I would just try to act rationally about it:)
are you doing okay?
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