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Hello there, so first of all I just wanna say that I'm a type of girl who is very kind, and funny. I was also very childish so all of my friends which are boys don't see me as a girl. In the past few years my lovelife always ended on heartbreaks. Because everytime I like a guy they put me into friendzone and they always like my bestfriends but never me. They just get close to me because they like my girl friends very much. Well, I understand it, some say I'm pretty, but I don't know how to dress up nor how to wear make up, I just wear my father's clothes which are too large for me, I wear them because I like them. I like horror and action, while my girl friends love romance. But this isn't my problem. My problem is I am starting to have feelings with my friend which is a boy. Let's call him Richard. Richard and I started to have some weird but long stares just last week and when he hang out he really sounds mature, unlike when he is with his friends he always shout. I never did even imagine that I would have some feelings for him because he is really such a bully. But everything changed when he started to become sweet. He even helped me yesterday when I was in trouble which is really unlike him. Then today I said hi and wave at him but he just ignored me, maybe I have done something wrong. But maybe he just helped me at that time nothing more. And also we had a lot of stares again but I am avoiding his gaze cause maybe I'll really fall for him. So what should I do? Fall for him? Avoid him? Or just give up?
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I have never met a bully, that was a bully, just to be cruel, short of a few sadists, long story. I say this, because, most bullies, are the way they are, for a reason. I think the question here, is not, should I give HIM a chance, it should be, should I give MYSELF, a chance. I say this because, in all of this, you are the one that has to choose, choose if you're willing to risk, getting hurt emotionally, or not.
I personally think the price is to high, but, I only have that mindset, because of my personal experience, in these kinds of situations.
Just remember, most things in life, can be replaced or fixed. Your time, cannot be replaced or fixed. So, spend the time you have, on the things that make you the most happy.
Best of luck.
SYN
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