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No. i'm not mad at you... Yes, i miss you too, i don't know if in the same way as you, but i do. I want to tell you so many things, i always try to, but i keep deleting it.
I didn't wanted this, i didn't planned this, i was fine in my own world where i thought that i need no one, and even when you entered in my life i was fine with it the way it was, i had you, a friend, nothing more. Someone i could talk to, someone that understood me and someone that was similar to me...
But then why, why did you said that, that day? why did you confuse me with your words and then didn't explain yourself? was it pity? i hope not, i don't want to think that you threw our good friendship away because you felt bad with me...
but then why does everything look so easy to you now meanwhile i'm here, probably the only one thinking about if i should just drop my pride and ask you to just forget everything and do like we didn't start something that had no future anyways and continue being just friends...
We are at a point right now where we can't go further without talking about it and clearing everything, but you don't say anything. i'm the one to always start it and then you won't even answer my questions. Do you prefer the silence?
I mean, it's not like i had that much hope anyways, i knew that no one would ever mean it serious with me. No one notices me most of the time anyways. i guess i'm not a person made for a relationship because i have fears and no self steem, but i really thought you would be the first to understand that.
i want to tell you all this, i want an answer of all these questions... but mostly i just want our conversations back that made me smile and feel so comfortable...
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ReplySorry, i don't know what you mean... i wrote this 4 months ago when i didn't knew where my place was with a guy. I hope everything got solved for you tho :)
ReplyOk sorry you just reminded me of a friend.
ReplyIt's okay, sometimes I also read things on here and kinda wish it was someone in particular so I know that feeling ^ ^
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