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Don't you see my many doubts about our friendship and you?
Yet you tried to force me to be friends again?
You don't even have a single clue of what is actually happening.
I am tired of hearing that you will be friends with me no matter what happens.
Don't you understand that my mind goes in black-and-white mode with friendships?
There is no such thing as a grey area, only black and white.
You always ignore the things that I point out about you.
You always ignore my paranoid thinking and made signs that made me suspicious.
Just admit that you are a fraud. I don't want to waste all of my time going through crap then find out over 4 months later that I have been fooled and fell victim too.
You are not going to try to hide things with me because I was the manipulator and I was the two-faced narcissistic before so I know how frauds behave.
I don't want to be a dumber fool than before. I already dealt with a fake friend and I don't want to go through the same crap again.
Actual friends won't waste their time trying to convince paranoid person to be friends. They will always lose trying to gain trust from paranoid person.
Just stop with the crap if you are really are an actual friend.
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ReplyThey being frauds and fake.
ReplyThat's what you say. But I value friendship more then anything. You want me to throw away our month long friendship just because you have doubts?
True I don't understand because I'm just like my family tells me I'm stupid and an idiot. Yeah I'm a idiot I can't understand anything but have no desire to manipulate you or hurt you or anything. Please try to understand.
This idiot known as Angel doesn't know anything about you but he knows you're a true friend.
ReplyI'm not a fraud. I am really here waiting for you.
ReplyI'm not fake too. What did I ever do that makes you think I'm a fraud and fake?
ReplyThe signs.
ReplyI threw away relationships that were over 5 months. I threw away everyone's relationships and I started over. I do understand that it sucks for one friend to just throw away a month ago relationship when it was only starting. Just need to understand that any length of relationship doesn't really matter if you are a paranoid person and convincing yourself about all the bad things that is wrong in relationship. Who knows if you have other things that made the bad signs look bad like not responding to when I point out about you being casual in replies but you were very emotional in your posts. Maybe notification is broken or mods keep deleting my concerns.
No one is too "stupid" to manipulate. My little special needs brother who goes to special classes in school manipulates my parents and grandparents.
We talked for over a month, you should know something about me since I literally exposed about my past and what I did there and the story about my experiences there, etc.
ReplyI don't want to throw away like that:'(
Yeah I read that and commented but it was all deleted within seconds.
True I know about you but that might not be all about you or maybe that's all.
Why don't you give our relationship a second chance? I mean it's hardly been a month so isn't it too early?
You can be paranoid and you are afraid I'll be like those fake friends but I don't want to, I want to be someone who you can talk with easily. Maybe it's just the way I am. But I don't want to hurt you or anything.
I'll tell a secret. Whenever I talk with you I feel something special like...I dunno how to describe it but when I talk with others I don't feel it.
What do you say?
If still you don't believe me then I guess I'll quit Novni.
ReplyWell, technically, that is not all of me because you don't know my whole story yet but that will take me too long to write and my memory isn't very good after over 7 months of losing interaction with the past.
Fine then. 3 strikes. Already blew first one so it is two strikes and you're out.
I thought you already told that secret.
Wait a minute, you said you were going to quit but you have Smiles that you talk to on here unless you guys are on discord or something like that.
ReplyOh baseball strikes. Thats cool:-)
Just lemme know if I lose anymore strikes.
Nah I'm just here. I don't use any forums online. Smiles hasn't replied to me for 4-5 or I didn't receive any notifications. I'll just tell her something and quit. Wonder if it even matters to her because she already has another friend.
So I'm your friend and you are my friend right?
*offering hand to shake*
ReplyOkay.
Oh, I see. Maybe time zone difference is a barrier for her.
I guess since Megan joined in.
ReplyThank you so much.
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy:-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
Yes I think timezone is why it's like that.
ReplyHey do think we should be friends with Megan too?
ReplyNot sure if Smiles and Megan can get along. You have to be careful if you are going to try to have circle of friends.
ReplyI think she'll be happy too. Because if you see her posts she likes to talk with anyone. I think they'll get along perfectly.
ReplyOkay.
ReplyPlus I have you to help :-)
Replyno problem.
ReplyWhy don't you give her a welcome to our group and then maybe we'll let her into our chat page?
Plus there is another one I want to ask about to you
ReplyOkay, what is it?
ReplyAbout 2 or 3 days ago I met another person here. He's said something like being bored and stuff so I talked to him and so on. He said he's 11 years older than me. So how do talk to someone like that old? And how do I trust him and should I like welcome him too or what? He seems nice. Maybe I should send you a link to his post?
ReplyMischief you're still here right?
ReplyYou didn't reply :'(
Replyhe died cause we had cake pop fight
i won game OoOoOoOoOoO
ReplyNoooooooo! I must revive her quickly. Where is Mischief?
I'm an angel so I can revive anyone.
ReplyHey didn't she get my notifications?
:'( :'( :'(
I'm gonna cry now.
Replyomg-- I am so happy right now!!!
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ReplyHi and welcome:-)
So you want to come to my chat page? It's here on Novni.
Replynice.๐
ReplyOkay. So type in Novni search bar " Chat Page" and you'll find me there. Write a new comment to me there.
Replyhey-- maybe you should stop focusing on finding all the bad in ANGEL, and appreciate the good instead. there is bad in everyone, including you. I realize your paranoia might lead you to focus on the negative, but you should try not to let your condition control you. fight it. ANGEL may not be perfect, but he has a good heart, and he wants to be friends with you. tons of people go through life wishing for friends, but they can't find them. I am one of those people. here you have someone who wants to be friends with you. don't throw that chance away!! give your relationship another chance, and this time try it with a smile on your face. you never know; maybe someday he'll be the best friend you have.
sorry to sound preachy or nosy, but I really care about you, and I think that being friends with ANGEL and trying to see the positive rather than the negative side of everyone you meet will be the best thing for you. I do realize that this is none of my business, in case you were wondering...
ReplyThat is one of the cognitive distortions, the mental filter that my therapist talked about. I know there is too much bad in me that's one of reasons why I think that the relationship won't work out. I went through life wishing for friends too but in real life.
Okay.
Replybut you can fight those mental filters. therapists aren't just there to diagnose your mental difficulties, but to help you overcome them too!
just because there is some bad in everyone doesn't mean that your relationship is going to fail. it means that you can help each other to be better people. and that will bring you closer together.
ReplyYeah, I was supposed to overcome the distortions that therapist wanted me to but I didn't stop myself from distorting myself.I
Okay, thanks. By the way, Angel wants you as a friend and he is welcoming you into his chat page. Any opinion on that?
Replysure!
ReplyDear Mischief.
Hi.
How are you? I hope you're ok and safe.
So um...Mischief I still think of you everyday. I don't know if you even come here not.
But anyways Mischief I was hurt when you left and life hasn't been the same ever since. So just please reply if your here.
I really need you mischief. Like more then anything I need you.
So please please just talk to me Mischief.
Ok please your my best friend so please I need you so badly.
Please Mischief
ReplyIk this is 4 months ago but Batty told me to give reply back.
What is so dang special about me? I know now that you can't be a predator because predators don't keep trying to lure same person for months. They just find someone else.
I only came here because on 7 cups, I said stuff about Novni and toxic forum, and that made my mind have these flashback thoughts.
I honestly didn't think of you for months. From like I think December or November I left, I felt shitty and started playing a game called Wildcraft. Played on it for months, didn't get loyal friends. Started playing other games. I played Monster Legends, since I am in a clan.. I have people who like to talk to me and people who rather be quiet. Talking with 12 year olds felt strange to me. They see me as the wise one. They are kind but not too kind.
I did kinda notice my behavior. After I quit Wildcraft because of boredom and because my tablet sucks ass, I left all of my friends ghosted in Wildcraft. Maybe I just constantly need a break and not have responsibility to keep chatting with my friends. Maybe I don't care about people much. Maybe I only care if I do really care.
I still really care about Camilla. Maybe she is the only friend that I care about. Something about her is special to me. She is mysterious, quiet, friendly when we met, joins in games with me whenever she wants to, do things in her own way, is genuinely depressed, keeps to herself, etc.
I finally figured out why. She is just like me.
ReplyNevermind, you're not active anymore they said.
ReplyHey mischief. I'm here again. Please reply as soon as possible.
ReplyHello.
ReplyI missed you so much. Im happy your here you replayed mischief. Please reply whenever you can.
Maybe i think of you the way you think of your friend Camilla.
You are my first friend i ever made. So i know i wasn't ideal i did stuff you didn't like etc....
But i never forgot about you..and something made me come here and im glad we can speak again.
I left because i was sad lonely without you here . It wasn't fun honestly.
Hope to hear from you mischief.
ReplyI am replying right now.
I donโt like Camilla anymore.
Wait, I am? Dang. Yeah, you did things that I didnโt like in the past.
Oh wow.
Geez, yeah, but you still have Megan.
Alright.
ReplyI wrote a post for you. Its with the tag Share Your Positivity
ReplyIโll look into that then if I could find it.
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