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So this is my story and i need for people to know there not alone even if my story is different we all have different storys in life so here i go. 5 years ago i lost a very important person in my life like she was my world when i was sad there she was when i needed something there she was and she happened to die in a hospital in lubbock texas i remember putting on my shoe's on my bed and my grandma getting a call early in the morning saying the died and didn't make it wen she told me that i broke down and lost who i was and just had a big change in life .There was a point in my life where when you saw me i was just happy with that big smile on my face and now i just pretend to be okay ever since i lost that one person in my life i knew it was going to be hard on me and they say "there is no failure .except in no longer trying" now that i don't know how to feel because i mean what if we try and try and try and there is a point in life where you can't just keep waiting for something that is never going to happen .Help me out i haven't seen me smile so big for 5 years and i try to make myself happy and try and i just end up hurting myself 10x worse so i get worse see i am a hard headed person but there is one thing i can get into my mind so easily i will never be the old girl that i was.I have a lot of friends like a lot and only 15 % of them are here for me and just an hour ago one of my close friends tryied making me happy he stayed on the phone with me since 4:44 till 8:30 p.m amd can i say it helped but there is jus always something that brings me down no matter how hard i try and people wat i am saying is that you don't wanna end up being sad your whole over onr thing yes it may be really hard i get it but let that make you stronger let it do what it's supposed to do and not damage you fully just one persn reading this would help i know it's a lot but i needed someone or anyne to talk to right not and be secret identy is perfect right now. MY SPELLING IS HORRIBLE I AM SORRY FULLY I AM TIRED AND ITS LATE
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