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Paranoid, Rape?? & Pregnant
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I don't know why I'm having this paranoid thought but it's been bothering me. I'm unsure if I'm freaking out for nothing because of how odd my surroundings have been towards me, or that subconsciously I was raped by someone without my acknowledgment and then got knocked up by the rapist. I'm pregnant and it is suppose to be my now husband, as he's been the only man I have slept with for the past 4 years. Never cheated on him ever since we've been together because I love him and finally married him.
I'm paranoid for some reason that something bad has happened to me and that my husband is not the father of my child but some fucking rapist, also that he may of been unaware of me also being raped without my acknowledgment. It would seem irrational because I was with my now husband, calculating back based on how many weeks I am, it is about the time I may have conceived and I was away to visit my now husband, as we've been in a long distance relationship. We've happily married recently, also gotten married due to the fact that we're expecting and want to be together.
I've been paranoid about many things lately and this is one of them that I'm worried about for some reason. I feel like something may of happened to me without me fully being aware of it. I just don't know what it is and I can't seem to put my finger on what it is.
This sudden paranoia seems to be triggered by my surroundings and how people have treated me. People have been acting really off around me and there's no explanation as to why. I really want the truth about this and answers on why I feel something bad has happened towards me, one of them being rape.
I don't know what's wrong with me anymore...
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I'm so sorry honey! This is hard and I wish I knew what to say. Have you been to a doctor?
Replytrust me-- if someone raped you, you would know. it's not a nice feeling, either.
I hope these strange thoughts leave you alone so you can enjoy the tiny life entrusted to you. congratulations!! I hope it all goes well!!
ReplyThere is probably no way to tell, but you should test the child's DNA when they are born.
I was worried once that I was raped because I have a lot of graphic dreams about having sex, yet I live alone. However, I always get my period so I'm guessing it most likely didn't happen.
The feeling you may have been raped might have nothing to do with your sexuality and it instead means you feel out of control in some area of your life. That's probably why I felt that way.
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