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People who end up being the "Flying Monkeys" of the narcissist/s are the most delusional people I have ever dealt with. These people either are narcissists themselves or they're incredibly gullible. Their purpose is to basically do the dirty work for the narcissist/s in targeting their victim, which continues the narcissistic abuse with acknowledgement or not.
These types of people don't give a fuck either way about abusing others, as long their benefiting from it and get what they want at the expense of someone else's livelihood. It's what I've come to realize after having this be pulled on me for 4 years now. I've done nothing which would explain these behaviors from others, frankly speaking. I'm sick of dealing with these petty fucking people and the games that come with them. Honestly, these people have no respect for boundaries, personal space, respecting a person's privacy and so much more. n
Narcissist/s would be hiding behind the whole operation, always get away with their abusive ways towards an unsuspecting and innocent person. People really don't fucking pay attention, ask questions and find out if the shit that's being said about someone else is true. Narcissists don't care about financially abusing you and taking advantage of you, to benefit themselves, turn it around and make it seem like it's for the greater good when it's not. Narcissist/s is always good at coming up with the most utter bullshit and making up story seeming true. Smear campaign, financially abuse, do absolutely anything to hurt and cause harm to the victim involved. If the narcissist/s says to their puppets, stalk the victim, follow them around,pull some manipulative and abuse move, these selfish fucking people will actually do it. Truly is a fucked up situation to be in and getting no peace away from all of these toxic people. I find it's extremely difficult to get rid of the narcissist/s and their flying monkeys. I am aware of this because this is what's happening to me now, I strongly believe that I'm being emotionally, psychologically and financially abused by a narcissist/s and their flying puppet monkeys.
I don't know anymore what to do but I'm really thinking of disappearing off the face of the planet to get peace. I've been nearly pushed into insanity by these people playing games on me,just being so fucked around me and then acting like I wouldn't fucking notice how fake they are. I've been pushed to the point where I wanted to kill myself and end everything because I tired do it all. Have enough things to deal with and I don't need to be bothered by more negative issues coming into my life.
I know if I killed myself all of the abuse and games would end, sometimes I wish I could to make it easier. It's not the first time I was pushed to my limit where I eventually lost my composure and done so much more.
Tired of whatever bullshit is being pulled on me and other refusing to tell me what's going on and what's actually being done. At this point I can assume anything, no one has made me think otherwise and willing to be honest with me.
I know that I'm not the problem when I haven't done anything, anyways to deserve any of it and I know I haven't.
Not going to fall for the gaslighting or anything anymore. I just want people to fuck off really and stay far away from me at this point. Don't care and want to be near anything which will bring negativity into my life further than it has already.
Invading my privacy by hacking into my bank account, others accounts and just really messing around with my life like that is not forgivable. Who knows for sure if I wasn't financially abused, if there's identity theft involved and fraud.
I don't trust anyone fully anymore and I have very good reasons to with all that I've been put through by others. I'm traumatized by all of this and nobody seems to care but allwie it to continue for their own benefit.
I will not ever trust people fully ever again, not until the abuse, mind games whatever bullshit stops and is out to an end.
I've been done being around other people for this very reason exactly.
I was never antisocial, I'm not actually introverted, but I lost my spark and interest in engaging with other people. I feel betrayed, used, abused, toyed with and so much more by what people have deliberately pulled on me, for a significant amount of time. I don't want nothing to do with other people anymore, unless I have to.
Already pushed friends, family away because I don't fucking trust anyone and don't believe anyone is fully reliable in being honest with me too. I'm really fucking finished with giving chances to others, being sorry for my reactions when people are fucking instigating me and being part of a problem in my life.
_-Jas
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