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We were together for 2 years. A little bit over that. When you walked away, you said I was calling our friends "your friends", that living with me was too difficult to do anymore, that you were trying to fix me.
Here's the thing though, I told you from the beginning that I didn't need to be fixed and I told you not to try. You even agreed to this.
But I did change in those 2 years. A lot. I stopped referring to them as "your friends ". In fact Amanda and Jake were my best friends outside of our relationship. I accepted that and I grew from it, we went to their wedding!
If it were so difficult to live with me while I was the one doing all the dishes, taking out the trash and the only one bringing in money, that's too bad. Though it wouldn't make any sense, considering that I always tried to make you feel special, told you that you were beautiful every day. I pretty much worshipped the ground you walked on until you just kept rejecting me.
How many times did I beg you to go on a trip with me to Kraynaks? How many times did i ask if we could go bowling? How many times did i ask to be put on the lease so i could pay our bills? How many times rid I try to keep our love life alive while you drifted further and further away?
You never opened up to me, ever. I only caught the ass end when you were at a breaking point and you were right, that wasn't fair to me. Because I was there and I was ready to listen. It wasn't because I was too sensitive to talk to, it was because you were always lying and if you went too deep into any subject, I'd call you out.
You never had any problems spending my money on your google play garbage though, you even outright lied to my face saying you spent it all on the house. Roughly $180 out of almost $800 went to our home and it all went in the fridge and the pills you so desperately hide behind!
The remainder went to Google play and doordash whole you were hanging out with whoever, lying about where you'd be. Right to my face!
I loved you fully and completely and I didn't start getting distant until you kept pulling away. I lost my food stamps for you, my medicaid and my SSI still might be up for the taking because I've had to wait so damn long to get back into therapy. So you had no problem with potentially ruining my life all while happily taking any money I brought in, pulling further and further away from me, at first emotionally, then physically. By the end you'd barely even kiss me!!
Was I not supposed to be sad or depressed? Knowing the woman I loved didn't give a damn about me?! No!! I had EVERY RIGHT to be sad!! I have every right to be angry!! You stole from me financially, emotionally and spiritually and that's all ok in your book.
Well I hope that you and Keith will be happy together or whoever you decide to manipulate next! I know one thing, it won't be me caught in your web of lies ever again.
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