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I am finding really difficult to stay consistent on what I say and what I do. I feel so distracted by so many things. things that doesn't concern much are always on my head. so, i am thinking and thinking a lot and a lot without much output.
And once again, the clock is ticking from the same point. The route seems familiar, I have walked here before. I know this place. And i am truly scared of what this path may lead me to. I don't want that same thing to repeat again. I don't want to experience the same thing again. cry on same thing again. feel worthless likewise again. No, God. not again. Please save me. Please give me strength to change my path, my thinking, my attitude, my decision, everything. Please give me strength to remain consistent, not to be lazy or, procrastinate, whatever it is.
I have a vision for myself, for my life. It feels that i don't believe in myself anymore. But why? Because, I didn't complete task that I thought I will do. I truly lack self-confident and mostly self-discipline. I have so many goals. I keep on track on everything now and then. I do have the best management plans. But, but I don't stick to it. I again fail to discipline myself, be mindful..... But not anymore. I will try again. Even a small change can lead to big turn in life. I believe I have taken some unknown steps, I have built up mindset and much confident. And I feel I am resilient shortly than before. I just need to control my emotions.
Cause I know what I need to do. I just require to discipline my wants full of emotions to my needs.
I could have started a new writings for this, but I want to make it quick and short and easy. I am doing Masterclass. It's deadline is coming in 25 days. What i want to do doesn't really is fixed because I get more distractions.
But what I need to do is fixed. And I am going to work on that routine.
For this masterclass, I need to do are:
1. Make a timeline AGAIN!
2. Work on plan and design (best graphics and functional)
3. Work on portfolio (take reference)
4. Good finishing with sheets and models
5. Presentation skills
You go on girl...
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