What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
It feels miserable. It's feels like every time i take a step forward, or try to, i'm dragged ten paces behind. There always seems to be an invisible force holding me back, preventing me from leaving my current state to grow into a better person. It's exhausting. It's demotivating. I'm aware that behind every success follows a countless number of failures, but somehow, i can feel myself get weaker and weaker every time i'm yanked back to square one. The voice in my head, ever present, telling me I'm a failure, that I'll never be good enough, is getting louder. And the worst part is, just a couple of days ago i had a brilliant moment of clarity; on how to approach people, my career, my relationships, life in general. And this fall follows an attempt to set forth into the future i want for myself, and its simply heartbreaking.
This quagmire is sucking everything out of me and now I am beginning to be afraid of it. I also cannot afford to be like this, because I now enter my final year as an undergraduate, and will be a professional next year.
How do i help myself? how do i rescue myself before i destroy her?
I'm willing to try, but I'm terrified of how weak I have become mentally. I would never resort to ending my life, and i will forever want to help myself, but i'm coming back weaker from the quagmire every time.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
Why is everything so complicated?!
I'm writing this as a depressed, hormonal tween. My life is absolutely aawsome, which happens to be what caused my depression and anxiety.I'm the smart kid at s...
-
I need your help guys..
So, I'm just gonna throw it out there. I was in an abusive relationship, actually, a few..All of them. I have never been in a healthy relationship, I also was r...
I know it's hard to step forward, i also feel like life work thay way, whenever your succeed on something you would feel like getting back where you start, or even worse. I also feel thay way ,life already became like something that i must face hardly, i feel like i never really enjoy what life offer because of this turn of event, but let just think this way, it's not only you who face this, i think every person always feel that we need to be more and more and ending up getting washed away to the start line, is it just our imagination or is it really what happened i'm not really sure, but becoming what yourself need to be is the most important things to keep in mind, you always you, maybe you cant really change the way you do because that's how life work, just keep believing in yourself, that you can solve all things, believe that even tho you start from the start, you would work harder to achieve a level ahead, it would make life more easier that way
ReplyA quagmire is a bog or marsh. Can you please explain what you mean by quagmire?
Reply