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I just lost all my friend and now i dont have anyone else to talk to
4 years ago · 0 · Friendship, +7
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I have been in college for 6 month, studying abroad make it harder for me to make friend, different lifestyle, different language, different culture and different study method
I have some friends from the same country, or you could say we came from the same city, we come to college at the same time and it seem our parent know each other. It just reasonable to keep sticking on them, but the problem is when the college start, they start making their own group because they were appointed in one class, and for me.... I skip one semester to the second semester.
It's not taking me long time to realised they start keep a distance from me, they start ignoring me and didn't invite me to go with them, it make me feel like left behind , especially when you are in another people country, to tell the truth, i also have friends from another country, but because people from the same country used to stick with each other, i dont have any other option than being alone, it make me feel really sad and depressed that i dont have anyone to talk to, feel like i dont have a purpose for studying abroad like this
Making thing even worse... I just found that, the friend that always be there for me when i need him, suddenly become so cold and distance, we used to make phone calls every week, and we share our story, and we make a promise to tell each other if we have something that trouble us, but after 3 years of friendship, he just toss it away, whenever i want to talk to him, he always tell me that he have his own problem and wish that i mind my own problem, or when i message him, he will just reply itu with one or two simple heartless answer.
I dont have people to talk to now, and make things even even worse, my parent force me to hang out with people from the same city, especially my mother, i must follow whenever they go, she even follow my friends instagram story just to toll me, and when she found out that i didnt go with them, she will shout at me on the phone and give me a scolding, i dont even know what i did wrong, it's not my fault that my friend doesnt like me, i always do whatever i can to help them... Always be there when they need me, but when i need them, they just vanished and never offer me a hand, i feel like in my whole life people just keep using me
Evven my parent doesn't understand me, i must be what they want me to be, not what i want to be, it's a tough life, and i dont see a point of keeping this kind of life, i cant even share all my feeling to anyone beside writting this hopeless message for someone out there to read
Thank you for reading my story, it just amazing and sad how people from far away could read your inner though and feeling when people near us cant
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