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# New beginnings
I used to think i was in love, we dated for three years and never had dull moments, and if we had we spoke about it, we spoke about everything didnt we?
Well when the new year hit, I moved away and things fell apart between us shortly afterwards, i started in a new school, new country with new people, it was scary at first but i fit right in, my friends are better, my school is nicer and my grades are higher, and i even found a guy that makes me so happy that i could burst, but why do i still find myself thinking about you, thinking about what could have been, thinking about how you’re happy now with her, and im happy now with him, but we spoke about marriage before and our future, and now we dont exist, at least not like we used to, but i know ive moved on, you moved on while we were still together and just stuck around cause it was easier.
You probably still dont know how much that used to hurt me, but i have found peace in the hardships of war, i have found serenity in the overwhelmingly loud noise, i have found closure in the most unexpected of places. And im happy, im moving forward and upward, im getting healthy, i have a healthy relationship, and im trying to get closer to the God i almost stopped believing in cause i was so distracted with loving you over him. Im happy now, and i see so are you, and im happy for you, so i pray all the best for you and for your future with her, cause i have a feeling my future will be just fine without us being us.
I wont forget the good times, stumbling together when we drank too much, hugs when either of us were sad, coffee dates and the hours we spent talking when we should have been asleep, i wont forget all of the intimacy that was shared and the love i had for your family and you. I wont forget you, although id like to, but i know that we had good times and a part of me still loves you, but im glad you dont know that, im glad you forgot about me. I guess it made it easier for you. But im going to move on and be happy and be proud of the person i became without you.
So cheers!
Heres to new beginnings, here’s to a new start for the both of us.
We kept our promises of ‘thick and thin’ i guess the thick and thins just turned into the situations we feared the most. Good luck in your future and i hope you are happy for me the same way im happy for you, i wish you never blocked me, i always did love seeing your smile even if i wasnt the reason you did it anymore, but keep me blocked cause i also know my smile may fade if i saw yours widen without me.
I loved you once. And thank you for loving me if you did.
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