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I had a friend. She was my best friend. I loved her. She meant everything to me. I was selfish and self centered that time. I didn't understand a thing. But I loved her. I knew that much. I always used to get jealous when I saw her with others. I didn't understand why then. Now I know, it was my possessiveness. I loved her to death. But I drifted apart. She tried so hard to stop me. I didn't realize. Then she drifted. Now after 5 years, I still love her.she is still my best friend. But the guilt of getting her go. The pain of losing her hurts. It hurts so much. It's pain of 5 years. Someone help me. Why doesn't God listen to me? My feelings are sincere. It's nostalgic.it hurts. Today we are strangers. But I love her and it hurts.
Please someone help me.
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It sounds like you really loved that friend. Do you still have her phone number or email? Can you find her on Facebook, Whatsapp, Instagram, etc.? Maybe try sending a message and tell her how you feel, if you haven't already. Even show her this message you posted here on Novni. I think she will see you as sincere. And please do not beat yourself up, it is a super common thing to become jealous in friendships and that's just a small mistake, and you are obviously remorseful and have worked on improving that. Please do not be mad at yourself if she doesn't respond either. You are a worthy and lovable person regardless, with a lot to offer in a friendship. Good luck!
ReplyCall out to her, reach her however you can.. even if she isnt into you romantically, she will cherish your move of contacting her after all the years... trust me something similar like your story is going on in mine and i would hate it if me and my best friend had our last chapter together the way you have yours... own up to your mistakes and make the best you can of your friendship/relationship with her... i hoped i helped you stranger ^^โกโก dont give up
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