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I always ask myself why do god have chosen me to face all this in my life ? Why me among all these people he has chosen me to go through all this suffering paths.
I do believe stars only shines in the darkness but self pity is wining and the dark thoughts of me deserving all this, these dark thoughts day by day convincing me that I don’t deserve to lead a normal life like others.
Whenever I see someone is getting something good wither It was career or something else I always tell myself because this person Is much better than you are you don’t deserve anything.
Why I tell myself this? Because I haven’t getting anything in my life easy I always I have to work hard, to accept to accept to get less than people.
Life has been telling me you are not worth of getting a partner or a really well paid job.
Although all my life I been dreaming of having a faithful partner and nice job where I can find self-esteem and respect.
Yes of course I forget to tell you that I cannot have babies like other girls. I always hoped me getting pregnant having cute little children
and this dream also was taken from me because simply I don’t deserve this.
Why continuing living ? absolutely no reason.
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it can seem like God made you for failure. but that's bullshit. God made you for a specific reason. He gave you flaws for a reason. just keep living life one day at a time. lift yourself up. when you work so hard, but you miss out on opportunities, remember that God is going to give you something so much better than all those other people. just stick with it. stay strong. i wish you the best.
ReplyThank you so much for your kind words. Tc 💗
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