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There appears that something could be severely wrong with my unborn child. I really don't know what the hell to expect from this pregnancy overall, along with my life but I don't know if i can take anymore bullshit and curve balls from life. I'm really at my end dealing with toxic and malicious people. I'm also tired of fighting against everything deliberately and unintentionally bring me down. Also, having to put up with really shitty circumstances, which has screwed me over more and left me with zero fucking hope.
All I ever wanted is a healthy but normal life. Not having to always suffer from and struggle with certain situations. Constantly getting fucked over for trying to get myself out of things and to have a healthier life.
I don't want to put up with anymore of problems within my life. It would be great to have some normality within my life and that seems fucking impossible. All my life it seems I'm never getting a fucking break from negativity. I've been freaking the hell out in paranoia and anxiety that something else now is wrong within my life. I really don't know if i can do this anymore. I'm sick of this shit and I don't want any part of it whatsoever if I'm going to have to face more bullshit obstacles.
I dont want and never want to give birth to a child that has problems!!!
There are good reasons that relates to my beliefs and I have every right to decide in such cases. That's just my opinion
This is my fucking life here!
Nobody is living my life and having to deal with my issues and anything else relating to my life.
Nobody else's life but mine will be permanently affected by this potential outcome. I feel like this is going to fuck up my life more having to deal with more issues and I'm going to lose my fucking mind.
Don't need these fake supportive words or some bullshit excuses and inaccurate reassurance that everything is okay. It hasn't been okay and it seems to get worst, despite trying my hardest to be positive. I'm fucking sick and tired of everything negative in my life.
This will be the last straw for me.
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You are very angry and fed up, and you need support. Please see a doctor and tell her/him what you have said here and ask for a support system as this is becoming too much for you to go through. There are help lines on this site as well if you want to talk to someone. I wish you all the best and will pray for you and your baby.
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