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He wants certain type of person as his spouse, someone who can handle social scenario well, but it's not who I am. What he meant is I'm not good enough for his public life.
We broke up so many times that I lost counts, this time he came back to my life saying that he's not going anywhere because he doesn't want to live a life without me, he wants to have a home with me, in spite of he just married someone else.
He kept his words, no matter what I said, how I argued or yelled, he stays and didn't give up, and god knows it's not easy, I am aware of how difficult and handful I can be.
I have never loved anyone as I love him, he teaches me how to love and makes me a better person, but it pains me every single day that someone else is always going to be more important than me to him. It hurts so badly.
Every time I cry all I can think of is I have to leave, I have to, but I always ended up staying. He loves how much I need him and I love how much he needs me to need him.
It's a mixture of heaven and hell. sometimes I can see how much he cares and the efforts, sometimes I feel he wants me to stay more than he genuinely wants to treat me right...... I just don't know how to quit him.
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You are seeing a married man...hmmm
I would not be interested in anything like that.
Good luck though.
ReplyYou are locked into this relationship with him. I wonder what sort of person he is that he doesn't care that he is committing adultery? Anyway, You have to decide whether or not it is best for you to stay in this relationship. Try to look at it with an objective point of you. So knowing what you do about him and yourself pretend you are looking at your best friend instead of yourself. What would you tell her to do?
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