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I can tell the time is soon where my dog is going to have to be put down. In any normal circumstance, in a normal household, it's sad, but you get over it. This dog I will never get over. She had a terrible life. My dad hated her. Never allowed her to leave the basement in our house. I probably only took her on 20 walks total her whole life. The amount of guilt and sadness I feel for this animal is more immense than that of my passed grandmother. She is laying next to me breathing extremely heavy. Struggling to get oxygen. She's got a big tumor. She is 70 percent blind. Her life was a waste. Because of my family. Including myself. I used to Comfort her during storms. Now I Comfort her cause she knows there is little time left. I love that dog so God Damm much. I wish I would have done alot more for her. I wish we never would have brought her home. I was too young to have a say in it. At first the excuse was that she wasn't potty trained so she had to stay downstairs. Then it was just excuse after excuse for my dad. She smells too bad, so I give her a bath. She'll scratch the floors. She'll wreck the woodwork. Do you want to pay for the new cabinets? This is literally the shit my dad cares about. I fucking hate him for all of this. I only tried arguing with him about it a handful of times. He always would tell me, then you pay the bills. I clearly can't as I make next to nothing and at the time didn't even have a job. Most of all I hate myself for allowing it to go on this long. For the rest of my life now I will suffer. Knowing that I was a party to this animal neglect. It's a cruel world. One thing is for sure, if there is a heaven for animals I know my dog will get to see it. If there is a hell, I'll be seeing my dad down there. I hope is was worth keeping your floors and walls unscathed Dad. Fucking idiot.
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