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Sometimes I feel invisible. I watch my friends engaging with each other, but feel like there’s an invisible barrier that just keeps me from joining them. And it just makes me feel so numb.
There are times when my mind gets paranoid, and I start thinking that my friends are talking behind my back. Possibly about how I don’t engage in conversations with them. Which is true to be honest.
Since I live with them, whispers start sounding like disses. And giggles start sounding like hisses. End of my poetic bit.
I just want to feel comfortable with my friends but I can’t seem to. I think I hold myself back most of the time. Probably due to constant stress and depression.
I would be grateful if anyone could spare me some advice on feeling comfortable around others. Or experiences of feeling numb. Even just reading this would probably make me feel a tad bit visible so thank you.
-kxutjtl
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Omg I wish I could hug you! I feel somewhat the same, I feel lonely even though I have friends. I receive loads of texts but I don't feel like talking to them. Weeird
ReplyI know what you are going through.
The constant fear that you aren't doing enough to be their friend.
I would say to do what makes you comfortable.
If you don't feel like talking, then don't.
If they are your real friends, they will support you 100% no matter what.
Around other people, I would say to not give a *crap*.
If they are random strangers then it won't matter because chances are, you probably will never see them again.
I love you already.
Thank you for being so open and honest.
I know, honey.
Gosh, I wish I could just go back to not feeling this way.
NUMB. . . .. You describe it so well.
Almost like you're immune to what is going around you.
ReplyAww, thank you so much for this!
As I was reading your comment, I realized that, as you said, I should just do whatever I feel comfortable with.
There will be times where I would have to get out of my comfort zone. But, I should not put too much pressure on myself. (Or else I would break)
I also wish I could just get rid of this feeling.
Anyways, thank you once again. Your comment made me feel better :)
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