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The pills sat in my cheeks and left a chalky bitter taste in my mouth, they could have made them taste better. I knew now it was too late to go back so I waited for something to happen, at first I felt nothing but I knew that wouldn't last long. The pain grew in my stomach radiating down to my legs. When it happened I knew it, I felt it come or should I say go, It hurt alot but after that I knew the hardest part was over. Seeing it in my underwear and watching it flush down the toilet was a hard moment for me. I wiped my tears, cleaned myself up and crawled into bed, crying till I fell asleep trying to ignore the pain. The next morning I didn't feel any different but I knew it many ways I was different.
Finding out about you was a shock and i hate the choice I had to make, it wasnt a good time as much I would have loved to be your mom And give you all my love. I only knew about you for a little over a week before you had to go, I'm sorry I couldn't give you a good life at that time. Why you never even had a chance to grow into much but for the week I knew about you I loved you. I knew I wasnt able to keep you and give you the life you deserve but I loved you and wish things could have been different for us. One day I’ll get a 2nd chance but I will never forget you, you will always hold a special place in my heart.
If there is a place after death I hope you are there and living happy and free.
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I understand the pain you are going through. I'm sorry you had to experience something like this. Sending strength your way!
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