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The past few weeks have never been easy for everyone - with all the riots, hunger, disagreements, crimes, and deaths because and during the course of this pandemic. These are things we see on the news everyday, which bring more worries and heartaches into our personal lives. This and my own personal problems have taken a toll on me - to the point of breaking and giving up.
During this quarantine period - i have undergone countless of fights with my family, panic and anxiety because of a medical issue (which i thought was covid), and of course, a break-up with my partner of 7 years. I haven't been talking to anyone about this because I would not want anyone to worry. I am sad, I am lonely, and most of all, I am angry. I've done my best but I guess sometimes life just fucks you up. Sometimes I can't help hate my siblings for bringing stress to my dad, by always fighting. I hate my ex boyfriend for hurting me and lying to me. I've invested so much time, effort, and feelings to this relationship and I always end up hurting. Now, I'm at a stand still. I'm lost. I have no one to talk to. I have my friends but I don't want to bother them really. I have no right of even demanding attention. There are so many things happening, and i'm just one person. So here I am, talking to a void, trying to relieve myself of the stress I'm feeling right now and trying to make sense of it all.
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You will recover from all of this and it will be memories locked away maybe to be brought out and pondered on at a later day.
ReplyThank you for your words. I appreciate it. Looking forward to a brighter day.
ReplySame here, i've had many, many huge fights with my family during quarantine, and i didn't want to be here and asked myself why i was born here, in THIS family. but it's okay, as time passes by, you'll become happier, as well as your family. Don't worry about it, this pandemic will probably end soon. I hope you're okay, keep safe. <3
ReplyThank you. Nice to know I'm not alone in this. Hope you're okay, too. Take care
ReplySame here, i've had many, many huge fights with my family during quarantine, and i didn't want to be here and asked myself why i was born here, in THIS family. but it's okay, as time passes by, you'll become happier, as well as your family. Don't worry about it, this pandemic will probably end soon. I hope you're okay, keep safe. <3
ReplyI hope that anger you have within you gets expressed the way that is productive and pleasing to you, and helps you through, but hopefully time will tell. And hopefully some minor fortune catches your eye and your mind as it passes. Don’t miss it, if it does....cos, i suppose we just don’t know.......right?
ReplyDid so many productive things today! Baked my first lasagna and it was bomb!! Thank you for your words
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