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So what compels the average brain to write? What string of emotions do you need to ask yourself what are you thinking?
It's a little after midnight and I'm thinking about anything that sticks. My friends are looking everywhere, me included. I get that I could be seen as someone different when alcohol is included but even so, I see myself as a person. Does Alcohol make you a different person? And if so, how drastic is the change?
Asking because I'm writing as I take swigs of their brew. It's good, not exactly tasty tho
I don't know, I never really liked the taste of alcohol. More specifically beer. Never tasted wine or anything related to high tastes if that's the word. Alcohol has always been an activity rather than a favored drink.
God I'm proud of myself, I'm talking like I'm actually lucid. Who knows what's up y'know.
Is it vain to understand that I'm physically attractive? Am I a bitch for knowing I'm like, more attractive than a lot of girls? I feel like my looks are the reason I get the friends that I do. I feel like my guy friends have ulterior motives, like I'm a goal. Thank God it's never happened that way and if it has, I was never lucid.
I wouldn't ever accuse them of something so malicious. I believe they are beyond that. I believe that. But do they change as the Alcohol continues. Do they stop being the caring guys I know who'd help me when I'm sad and make me laugh when I'm happy. Does the Alcohol really change them so drastically that I should worry? I'm here with two guys, both probably less drunk than I am. I get stories all the time about how i needed an escort home. I've let that happen so many times, am I tainted? Like disgustingly so? Have I been someones play thing? And if so, what should I do now? What lesson should I take from this?
Maybe it doesn't mean anything, maybe all I'm gonna hear is about someone is a 21 year old virgin and they don't know what to do.
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I think we write here or anywhere, cause sometimes what we feel like is that we have not expressed ourselves and our thoughts to others and sometime we cannot share things which comes to our mind with anyone. But it is important for it to come out, that's why we write. Sometimes anonymously and sometime with our name.
Before I pass any comments here I want to let you know that I don't drink, so I don't have any idea about its taste and its experience.But I would give my honest opinion.
I've also heard it doesn't taste good. But some people say wine tastes better then regular alcohol.
I don't think you become a different person when you drink, instead it highlights your desires and your personality. The real personality, not the mask we keep on when we are sober.
I've known this, and I know this since I'm a guy. Yes it's true, men get attracted towards beautiful women. But not to all. There are many beautiful women out there, but not everyone gets us excited, only one or two are there who actually catches our eye and attention. Which makes us Persie them.
Since you said that you feel like men around you are there only because of your looks. Then it's true, but know you have to understand this, not all of them will want you as a goal, which they want to achieve. Some will be genuine, who are really interested in you. Like everything in this world there are those who are good for you and there are those who are not good for you.(I'm not saying bad)
But attractions Plays a great role and it is playing in your life as well.
If some of your guy friends are behaving differently after they are drunk, then that's what their true face is. But if they behave more openly but similarly befoy they were drunk then. Then they are more likely to be genuine when they were sober.
But being careful has never harmed anyone.
You are not tainted or wrong. From what I've read here you are anything but just little more drunk then usual.
You are a real person not someone's toy to play with.
The only thing here is at play is alcohol and its mind tricks. You should be carefree and carefull at the same time. We don't know what goes into someone's mind. We can only trust others to behave properly.
You don't have to worrry about age or that other things. They will pass away. Like the headache you will get next day after drinking more than usual.
May the force be with you.🖖
-@a4apple
ReplyWell evidently, drunk me thought itd be a great idea to write. So I guess it's kind of like a letter from someone else. The me that isnt me? But if alcohol brings out the real me, am I judgmental? I have time to answer these on my own lol.
Alcohol isnt all that. I've tried wine recently but it's just as bitter and makes my cheeks burn. It reminds me of soured juice. Its gross lol I guess I lack that refined taste. Still, it's great company. People relax when brews are shared. I feel like that's the point, sharing drinks with others.
I think I was letting my ego speak that night. But I can't be too sure. I was drinking and I'm sure I wasn't keeping my thoughts straight. Even so, its important to understand yourself and it looks like drunk me was lucid enough to get that.
Right? Being cautious has kept us alive for thousands of years, I can't see why we should cast it away now.
This part is what worried me. I'm almost sure what I'm asking is if I've ever been taken advantage of by anyone. There have been times I blacked out and woke up at home. I didn't think much of it, but when I drink I think pretty deeply on subjects and it can really bother me. I think I was asking if theres anyway to tell if someone did things to me in that vulnerable situation. I really hope not, but I doubt I'll recall anytime soon.
Age? I'm not sure that was a problem. We were all adults and of the legal age so I'm not sure I follow. Even still, thank you for taking the time to read this and give me feedback. I really appreciate it
ReplyWell i hope it helped clear your mind.
I think you were just overthinking at that time. So relax and don't think of these negative things.
ReplyWell I do like knowing these things whether they're negative or not. It helps me understand myself better so I guess that's why I like overthinking. Plus, I got a lot of alone time as of late, so I've been very introspective.
ReplyOverthinking at all the things, is not good. Sometimes you need to react to things without even thinking.
Why are you alone, do you have BF/GF. Just asking.
You can meditate in alone time, that will help more with introspective.
ReplyAgain, I like pondering the negatives. I know it seems counterproductive but it really does help me find out more about myself.
I am single and I live alone.
Yeah I suppose I can do that too. But again, I can't just pretend the negative aspects of life should be ignored. I need to know about it all aspects if I'm ever gonna gain some semblance of insight
ReplyJust a thought from who always overthinks, don't wander around for too long on negative thoughts.
Its weekend, any plans for it?
ReplyLol I dont mind its fine. I just like the psychology behind it. It's a really crazy thing.
Its actually my day off so I'm watching a movie. As for plans? Nothing too crazy. I'm on call so I need to be ready if anything comes up. How bout yourself?
ReplyOkay.
Which movie??
Well I don't plan on working on weekend. And I was watching Elite on Netflix. Finished Avatar.
And it's raining here, so it's nice and cold out here.
How about you?
ReplyI watched Drive. It was a great movie, the soundtrack is stuck in my head. Especially the ending song.
Do you get to choose your weekends?
I wouldn't mind some rain. The heat wave is stupid, half the time I dont even leave because of the heat.
ReplyNo we can't choose weekend, it's always sat and sun.
Drive??? Rayan Gosling's movie.
There is another Drive movie on Netflix. It's bollywood movie.
Have you seen any bollywood movie?
ReplyOh cool. Must be nice, bet you could prep in advance for the weekend.
Yes, was a great movie
I haven't, sorry. I'm assuming you have?
ReplyYeah, but weekend ends before it starts. It passes very fast.
No I haven't seen any of these movie. But I have seen bollywood movies.
What's your favourite movie?
ReplyReminds me of high school. The weekends couldnt come soon enough and when they did, they were over in a flash.
Any movies from Bollywood that you'd recommend?
My favorite movie is a tie between Let The Right One In and Let Me In. Both amazing movies in there own right, but I know the American adaptation gets a lot of hate for being almost a copy. I like to think of the two movies as identical twins. They both have the same appearance and act the same, but they have there own quirks and differences.
Wave bye to the sun, because it belongs to me again
ReplyIn my school time we had 6 day school week and Sunday was the only holiday. We follow 6 day week in India.
Dangal(2016) its on Netflix. Its one of the top blockbuster movie and the lead role actor is known as the Perfectionist in India.
You will enjoy it.
I've not seen these movie.
"Wave bye to the sun, because it belongs to me again":
Does this mean Good Morning to you and Good Evening to Me...???
ReplyI wonder, is America the only place with two days for weekends?
Dangal? I will look into it, thank you much.
One is a Swedish movie and the other is an American adaptation.
Well yeah, but it would seem my time with the sun is coming to a close. I'll enjoy my last few hours
Replyi mean there might be other places where they will have two day weekend. here also at some work places they give 2 day weekend, but for school we have 6 day week only. But I had only 6 day week till school, after that in college and here at my work i have 5 day week and 2 day weekend.
Yeah I googled those movie too.
I thought these was some line or quote or something like that.
Now its almost noon for me. Have started to work, but don't have the mood for it. But still got to work. :(
Thinking of finishing my work early today.
How's everything for you?
ReplyYeah I'm sure too, I just couldnt be bothered to check. What was high school for you like?
Lol no, just stating my time in the sun was here. It's gone now but thankfully its nice and cool again. I'll be starting day shifts again in a few weeks, so I'm gonna try to enjoy the nights while I have them.
You do that. Enjoy your time off.
It's fine. Hung out with a couple of friends yesterday. Was a welcome change of pace that I honestly didn't know I needed. How about you?
ReplyDuring my high school time, I was in only boys boarding school. Which was very fun and most memorable period of my life. But I missed my last yr in school, I had to study at home only. And this was the most memorable and last year of my school, and I messed it up really bad. I think for whole my life I will regret this.
It was so much fun, but there was something which I felt missing. It is girls. But the important was the interaction with them. I think this was the age for me to learn on how to be open with opposite sex. This is not in terms of Sexual manner, but the opposite of it. There is something that is missing, i just cant put into words, like what exactly it is, but i do feel it missing. There are many things I could talk about but it might be just too much.
Since i was in boarding school and my college was in different state, I don't have any friends here at my home, even if there was one , i have lost contact with them a very long time back, so no going out with friends for me here, but I do some household work and other stuff, sometimes i go to sleep in day time too. So its not much interesting staying at home for me. Its kind of boring here.
Well i'm glad you will have morning shifts too. I think it will be a good change for you.
Sorry if i'm unloading my boring stuff on you. Ignore if you wish.
ReplyHow did you mess it up?
I think I understand. My high school was coed. I never really had to worry about lacking interaction with the opposite sex. And yes I understand that you dont mean the act itself, but the gender.
I'm sorry to hear that. I had a group of friends myself, but the Pandemic kinda sorted them out for me. That and I've kind of learned about myself which lead me to being more selective. I'm sorry about it being boring, but theres not much we can do as of late.
Thanks
If I didn't wanna know I wouldn't of asked lol I asked because I was curious
Replysorry i didn't reply soon, i wanted to take my time when replying you.
How did I messed up.??
Well in final year of high school I went to study somewhere else and I shouldn't have gone there.
Yeah we can't do anything during this covid.
Are you a cat person or dog person?
ReplyIt's fine. I usually fall asleep when you get a chance to write
I'm sorry to hear that. Was it's your choice to move from school?
I'm not sure actually, I've never had a pet
ReplyYeah it was my choice but a wrong one.
ReplyI mean, you made the person you are now because of the things you went through
ReplyThat is correct, but there are still few moments in my life that I don't want, I want them completely erased or have one more attempt to them.
These moments sure have made me the person I am today, but there are some things I don't want to experiences fir the rest of my life. And I never wish those moments on anyone.
ReplyI understand. But we can't unfortunately, we can only learn from them or pass them down. Teach from our mistakes.
May I ask about these experiences you want so badly to earase
Replyits true we cant change what has happened but sometimes its very hard.
I cant tell about all of those thing, but i can share one of those.
I have never told this to anyone, you will be the first to know about this.
Also you being a girl, i would like to know your thoughts on this. you don't have to give any consolation to me with this.
This is when i was in my 9 or 10th Standard and I was 16 yr old. I used to go to for coaching class for math with some girl, this was when i was on summer vacation from boarding school. Me and her were riding a open taxi(rickshaw) and suddenly two guys who were on bike came near our taxi and one of the guy who was seating behind on bike touched the girl inappropriately, or just poked her. i'm not sure which it was but they touched her in teasing manner. it happened so fast that i didn't understand what actually happened, it took me a few moments to realize what had happened. She did not react to it, or if she did she did not show it outside, may be she was reacting inside. I don't know exactly.
I did nothing I just watched and said nothing to her or to taxi driver, to stop or chase those goons. I was already feeling ashamed inside of what those guys did. But i did nothing, didn't give any consolation to her or never apologized to her or talk to her about this.
Like this we continued our classes for. I did meet her a few more times but never talked about that day.
And to this day I regret not shouting to those guys or to taxi driver and talking to her, and not saying sorry for what happened. I don't know what she must be feeling of me to this day, if she remembers this.
I wanted to so much to stand-up on that day and wanted to react to what happened. But there was no reaction from me.
This is what happened on that day.
ReplyFirst off, how exactly did they touch her and where? Theres a lot of reasons why we dont react to these things. I'm sure you can agree that it's natural to not want to make your problems someone else's. I believe that's why she never brought it up.
This is an entirely different culture and I can't really say for sure because I dont know what life is like in India. But if it were me, I'd feel embarrassed and maybe a little thankful that you didn't bring it up. My reasoning being that I dont wanna involve you, you not reacting making me think maybe you didn't notice and if you did, you didn't care. Regardless, it was a small moment that you can't change. She's lived her life despite that incident and she will continue to live.
I think this is more about you. I think you haven't forgiven yourself for your inaction. It's hard to step up to the plate when the time happens. It's hard, hell it even has it's own name, the bystander effect.
She's ok, she survived and she lived her life. That's all that matters at this moment because you can't go back. You can only promise yourself it wont happen again.
ReplyI'm not sure in what manner they touched her, I know that it was action done in less than 1 second. cause they were riding bike. yes its might be true that she might be embarrassed to bring it up, but for me it was not just about her, but about my ability to not take any action at that moment.
These things don't happen much over here. But I know they do happen. and I can't do anything about that.
I dont know how can I just let this go, even i know that there is nothing i can do about this.
There is one more instance which I think I should have dealt in different manner. But its too long for me to right. But if we would be talking them probably I might have told you.
One Question, have you ever loved someone who you believed is an imaginary person and later you found out that, the person you imagined is actually real.
ReplyEvery redemption story needs the hero to first fail. It seems you've done that and can't let yourself be forgiven. Ask yourself this, how much should one have to suffer before they can be redeemed.
If you dont feel like telling me that's fine, I wont hold it against you. Its nice that you trust me enough to share like you have already
What a strange question. Nothing comes to mind immediately. I guessed I'd have to first love someone I can't believe in and I haven't done that. Mind explaining?
ReplyHey stranger, how you been?
ReplyI'm good lol, how about yourself? Happy to see you're ok. Not sure what happened there
ReplyI'm good too. Glad to see you doing good too.
Nothing happened, Just went busy with work there was a lot of work in these last two days. For today I've finished the work early or you can call it on time. My mum is making some tea for me, so i'll have that in bit now.
Just texted to know whats going on over there and for our chitchat.
ReplyWell thank you for keeping me in the loop then, you didn't have too. Enjoy your tea and life is just dandy over here
ReplyI had to google about what is dandy....now that I know... I'm interested in it🤔 ...pls elaborate
ReplyIt's just a way of saying I'm fine.
ReplyOhh...I thought it's was some references to something interesting.
ReplyNope. Sorry lol I'll try to get some cool references next time
Replyhaha...
so are you working right now?
ReplyNope, circumstances wont allow it. You?
ReplyI don't know why they had this reply reviewed..there is nothing here which could have auto flagged it....there is some issue with this Algo.
Why what happened??
Nope its my day off..i'm in my room watching a few old video and pictures of my travel trips.
ReplyYeah, seems a lot of things get censored here. I understand wanting to create a safe place, but I dont think censorship is quite the correct answer
I'd rather not talk about it, sorry
Oh fun, a trip down memory lane?
ReplyYeah censorship never helped anyone..instead it gave ways to backdoors.
Okay I understand, but if you need to share something and get something of your chest..i'm here for you.
yeah they were fun trip..missing those times..
ReplyRight?
Thanks for the sentiment. I'll remember that.
Who doesnt? Any stories you'd like to share?
ReplyWell there is one trip where I went to this place....but it was Just me and my friend....and we didn't had any idea what are places to visit there...so we just went on to just one mountain top...and saw the lake in front of it...and returned.
Later some friend told us that...it was just the start point of that place....more hill points were there .....so again we went...and this time we visited all the places.
ReplySounds like fun. I'm terrible with heights tho so probably not for me
Replywell it was not that high and cliff kind of hills...it was more of like a trekking up the hills kind of thing.
have you done trekking ?
ReplyI saw the word 'mountain' and assumed something specific. Sorry.
No I haven't, I bet it's pretty relaxing
ReplyOkay
It's relaxing and fun but only if you have good company.... unless you want some quiet time alone....and it's better if it's raining.
You should try if you get any chance.
Do you have any hills or trekking mountain near by... where you live
ReplySounds like a good time. I'll give it a shot sometime in the future.
Theres a pretty big set of mountains right outside my house, but they're pretty tall. Again, heights
ReplyOhh wow good...then you can go on trekking with someone...you don't have to go to top. Also on trekking there will be scenery also you don't always trek to the cliff side.
When you complete the trek it will be worth all the hardship you might face.
ReplyWell there aren't any cliffs per say, it's more just that the height itself scares me. Maybe I'm weird?
I'll keep that in mind for when I can go for it
ReplyWell it's not weird.
Everyone is afraid of something.
ReplyWhat are you afraid of, if you dont mind me asking
ReplyTalking about my feelings, Talking about what i really want to say, but don't say. Afraid that my mask will come off and they will know the real me.
ReplyWe all wear masks. They're essential for everyday activities. I wear many masks because to me, only a select few deserve to see the real me. I'm the one who decides how much of me the world sees and I'm ok with that. I dont think it's bad, you have to let others see glimpses of the real you. Like a preview, a taste of what could happen if they dive deeper. Its helpful for finding out who will stay when the darker parts come out. Masks aren't a bad thing, tho its important to learn how to be real in fragments.
That being said, what's wrong with the real you?
ReplyEveryone thinks there is something wrong with them. Same is the case with me as well. I think I've too much progressive thinking and I'm too much open minded than I should be in my society and in these times.
ReplyHii...Where are you..??
ReplySame place as always
Replyhave you been away from here?
ReplyYeah, why? Miss me?
Replyyeah I did miss you...
ReplyAwe lol sorry, that was sarcasm, I didn't think you actually did. I'm without service right now so I'm leeching wifi from my friends. How've you been?
ReplyHaha...NO service??? are you travelling???
i'm good..what about you...??
ReplyNo, I just haven't been able to pay for my phone.
I'm fine, life is weird. How's life wherever you're at
ReplyOhh... even I'm planning to downgrade my phone plans...I don't use much of it.
I'm good too....are you a cat person or dog person...
ReplyOh well I hope it works out for you. I'll be turning my phone on hopefully soon.
I'm a cat person, shocker lol how about you
ReplyWell I'm a cat person too...but I also like Dogs....but I can't have any pets.
I'm sending you one ytb video...
https://youtu.be/I6gtJjv3TTE
You will love it.
Replydo you wan to talk over snap or here only..its very hard to get notification over here
Replyyou wassup
ReplyLol I take it you'd like to talk
Replyit takes a lot of switching between apps that's all
Replyhow have you been..what did actually happened?
ReplyNo snap sorry, I'm not technologically savvy enough. I paid for my phone and came back here. That's about it, exciting huh. How about you, how've you been
Replyhaha..NO one says like this "technologically savvy enough". But i get your point....even sometimes I go through that phase...that's why i deleted my Insta and FB acc a few months back......
But now I only use Snap..and don't know when i will get fedup with this and stop using it as well.
I dont know if it is exciting or not ....but you tell me
I've been good..this week it was kind of relaxing for me...not a lot of work like other week.
how about you?
ReplyExcept that I just did. Lol. Sue me. What phase are you talking about? I'm a bit confused. I still have all my socials, it's just, I dont really get snap.
Fed up with these apps? Hmm, cant say I understand. Maybe take a break?
Exciting? Um no, I dont think it is. It makes me happy to help others but it isnt "exciting"
That's good to hear, hope you're enjoying your time off.
I'm good, got back on the day shifts again and I'm already missing my night shifts.
Replyhahaha....
Even i started using snapchat from last two week..today i had to watch youtube tutorial on how to add Snapchat story...so we are kind of same WRT to snapchat.
Fed up means there are lot of ads on these apps. and also i was wasting a lot of time and energy on them. Besides I was like being miserable looking at her picture again and again...I had to stop my self. So i removed the medium which connected us. But still there is that temptation to join again but i'm controlling myself.
HaHa..you must be missing the quiet and peace of night shift.
ReplyI dont even bother at this point. I have FB and I'm fine with that.
Lots of ads and then her huh. Sou is like theres a lot to her. Want to talk about it?
I am, it's raining outside.
ReplyEven FB is not that interesting anymore...they have used a lot of recommendation algorithms...which shows you same kind of content again and again.
but it was fun when it started.
"Sou is like theres a lot to her"...?
Yeah she is a lot. yeah we can talk about her but nothing will happen ..unless she talks.
Raining...Its good...do you enjoy rain..
ReplyI guess I should have specified, I use fb for the express purpose of messaging friends. I dont browse the thing as I'd rather not see all the hypocrisy that permeates the app.
I meant 'sounds like theres a lot to her'
Well it's your life, you make the choice to speak out. If you wanna talk to me about whoever this girl is, I'd be happy to listen, but you have to be the one to start. "Unless she talks" what do you mean by that.
Love the rain, it's like high school memories
Replyyeah for messaging its good..but you should use either WA or telegram or Signal..Signal is the best with best privacy. FB messenger kind of tracks you and your conversations and they are not encrypted....In-fact I recommend dont install FBMessenger App.
Theres a lot of her.... No. She is the only one....which I think I want to persue.
We can talk about her. I don't mind that.
I meant unless she replies back to me..whats the point..no matter how much we talk about her. She won't know how much I'm longing for her.
Love is like an Asshole guy that only takes and gives back as long we keep giving it. The moment we stop it kicks back in the nut.
High School Memories...anything specific?
ReplyHm, well the problem would be getting all of my friends to download those apps so we can continue to talk. Good afternoon by the way.
The only one you want. Well, that's very limiting but I wont tell you what to do. What about this girl exactly makes her so much more than every other girl out there?
Love is definitely a difficult emotion to deal with. So I take that means you love this girl?
Nothing specific, it rains alot where im from. Most of my high school antics happened in the rain.
Thanks for your kind replies on my posts btw.
ReplyYeah it's a problem to get everyone on same app. Difficult to change for everyone.
Now comes the part about Girl.
The first thing I remember about this girl very clearly is that I had not seen this girl, but I heard her speaking in a class session when I was doing a course. And her voice was so different and intoxicating that the moment I heard I knew I think I'll fall for her, and I was already in love with her voice, and I had not seen her face. Loving somey based on voice. How big Buffon I am. But after I get to saw her, but didn't read all her features, it was just like looking at random person just once. Unfortunately we got separated in different classes.
But later after some weeks we talked a few times and I got a crush on her♥️. But never told her about this at that time cause I had a different priority at that time, which I had to focus on.
Then after the coury k.moved from there to my home city.
Later after few months, I reached out to her over Facebook after I started working. This time I was in different city. Ohh and Yes Facebook helped...what can I say...it has its benifits.
But yess we talked over text, but it was just normal chitchat, nothing flirting type.
Then I moved to a different city again, and this time we got talking for long duration. We kind of flirted with each other. And I confessed what I had in my heart. And she asked why I didn't tell her at that time when we were doing course together, I told her my reasons. And she told me that she was already impressed by me when we were in course.
Later there was an opportunity when she got to come to my city.
But when she came we didn't get to meet except once. I think it was kind of meet-up as well as date. I don't know what to call this. But then she went back. We thought of meeting again before she went bay to her home, but we couldn't.
After a month or two we again meet in her city, this time I was visiting her city for shopping for a wedding. And I meet her very briefly. And we continued talking over phone and kept texting. This continued for two month.
One day we were talking about us and then she told me that she loved me. And I was thinking I will be the first to say this but she beat me to it. I said it back.
The moment she said that, something unusual happened with me. I can't describe it what happened but I felt it literally and physically.
Then we were kind of talked more and more, and shared our feelings and all other things. This continued for few month then she had to be busy with something. I understood that and gave her space, didn't text her much so that she doesnt get distracted and disturbed. Then later slowly she kind of became distant, I knew that we were in different cities and didn't get to meet much. I tried a few times to go to her city and meet her but every thine there was something and we couldn't meet.
Slowly she stopped even texting. And replying even though she was online. Later one day I decided not to text anymore and didn't do it for few months. The again texted back but still she was doing the same, not replying enough and not talking enough. I felt ignored. The I decided to forget her, but couldn't. Now I still text her and we don't talk much other then how are we. And hi hello...now it's been over a week since she replied back to my text.
If she could only try at least once and tell me what is goin on with her, why she is ignoring me or has he found someone else.
I tried asking why we don't ntalk much but she just says she is busy.
Feeeewwww..that was long.
So this is my story. Now you know.
About rain...it's frustrating when it rains all the time...this happens my in city where I work . There it rains for for 3-4 months continuous. Every time I'm stepping out of home it's raining. When going home or office or any where it's raining. It gets me mad.
What kind high school antics?
Yeahh NP, I just wanted to reply on, but I'm not aware which post you are talking about.
ReplySo love lost? That's so sad to hear. How long has this whole interaction went on for? It sounds like she cares about you in a very specific way.
I know moving on sounds impossible but you have to ask yourself how much of your life depends on this women. I know enough about love to know how hard it hits. I'm sorry. You seem like a great guy and I dont know a thing about india, so I dont know how different things work there. But even so, I dont want to think about how much time goes by when you're not happy. Breaks my heart to hear it. I do think you need to let her go, because at this point all it's doing is hurting you.
That being said, I know it's not easy to ask that, especially seeing how much you care for. Ask her if she still loves you. Ask her to be honest with you. And tell her why its important for you to know
I'm here if you'd like to talk about it.
I was a wild child, so plenty. Rain made for some crazy times and even crazy emotions. Imagine a bunch of hormonal teens. That was me and whoever I decided to hang with.
You commented on a few posts of mine. Thought it was sweet
ReplySorry i couldn't reply soon to you.
Actually I had seen your reply earlier but i wanted to take my time and reply with my free mind. Cause talking about her with you will need time and free mind when i'm not busy.
I really don't know if she is lost love. Actually I don't believe in love never did, but when i think of her i want to believe it. The first time we meet was in 2017 Sep-oct.
What kind of feelings she has for me, in what manner does she cares for me..can you give me your take on it.
its not like my life depends on it, or like i want her only. But I want to give us a serious chance. Now she has started working in her city, but she wants to move from there, i'm trying to get her into same city or in some nice company where she could work.
I'll let her go if she clears with me that she just wants us to be friends only.
I did message her same day this was post was written. I Messaged her again and this time I asked her if she is ignoring me or don't want to talk to me again, or did i do something wrong and because of that she is not talking to me?
In reply, She just said that she has been very busy with office work and work at home.
She said sorry, if I was offended by something she said or did.
Now we are talking but not like old times. Now i don't know what to do.
Please suggest me you take on this, since you are a girl i would like to know how would you be expecting from me, cause we haven't discussed it again if she love me or not, or does she wants me to talk about that first. I want you to be in her shoes, and tell me what kind of things you would want me to say to you. I want to get an insight in her mind.
I really don't know which post i replied on, but i'm glad you liked. Next time post link here so i could know.
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Replyits open now...i think it was very long reply..that's why they might have reviwed it. you can check it now
ReplyI wrote something yesterday, I would love to hear your thoughts on it.
https://novni.com/letters/read/236936/why-is-it-so-hard-to-say-whats-in-your-heart
ReplyHello Dear friend..Where have you been?? I've not seen you from past few weeks..where are you?
ReplyHello a 4 apple. Ive been around, but not in great capacity. Still, last i checked you hadnt responded, so i thought itd be best to not bother you. Upon review, its apparent that you have responded. Im really sorry, i should have been checking in more thoroughly. Again,im very sorry.
How have you been since then
ReplyI didn't mean in that way...like you had to respond to my reply. But I was thinking something might be keeping you away from Novni.
Just checking in with you. As you said..you have not been here much..what happened...were you busy with you Morning Shift Work.
And yes I did reply but a littler bit late...cause what I wrote was big...and i needed my complete attention to it..so you could have better idea about it. No you are not a bother to me at all, infact I kind of enjoy out talk.
But now i'm Okay...I don't think much about her or it.
Besides I'm littler better...have been thinking a lot about so many things. Infact I was thinking of writing here but didn't write, cause you were not here to read it.
How about you..whats going on with you there...how have you been..hope you are doing good.
ReplyOh im sorry if i wasnt entirely clear with my reply. Yeah, the real world is kinda crazy lately. The fires and pandemic and riots and whate er else has had my attention lately.
I know, i hope you're doing well, im hoping that nothing too crazy is going on but if there is and youd like to chat about it, lemme know. Im all ears.
I enjoy our talks as well, im sorry i missed your earlier reply. Just to be clear, i totally wouldve responded if i had known. I really wish i couldve been there to help in some capacity. But if youre truly ok, i wont pry.
You should write, link me to it because id like to read it.
Oh y'know, the pandemic, fires and riots. The usual lol, you?
ReplyIts okay. Yes I'm doing good as well.
Yes I have seen news about the riots and fires...and the most concerning pandemic.
Is your home near where riots are happening? What about fire?? Is it serious? I hope you are safe in such tough conditions. Please do take care of yourself. I wouldn't want you to get affected by them. Please be careful all times in such tough times.
Well Now I'm okay I don't think much about her..but once or twice she still does cross my mind. But I think this frequency will lessen in time.
I'm thinking of writing something today if I get some time, more importantly a clear mind. A clear mind goes well with writing thoughts...Right?
How's your life..is lockdown still in place or is every thing open as before. What have you been upto these days. Love to here more from you as well.
ReplyFortunately, there arent any rioters near me, but it definitely has me worried because where i am, im basically surrounded on all sides.
I think its alright to have that, to have someone cross your mind. I think we need not forget them entirely, instead remember them in the best lights. I feel thats the best way to let go. And if you ever wanna talk about it, i promise ill be there to listen.
Yeah i suppose, still, it depends on what you wanna write. But a clear head is probably best.
Yeah lockdown is still in place, but places are opening slowly but surely. I work, ive been busy with work. It gets lonely but i think im ok. How about you? Hiws life wherever you are
ReplyYou just be careful in these times..when riots and protests are at all time high. Wouldn't want you to get caught up into any harm.
Yeah she does cross my mind but I have started to ignore the feeling...Yes I'm trying to let her go. If she is not coming then I'm not waiting.
Well I'll put up the link when I write here.
We still have lockdown but just for the sake of it, everyone is going out just as same, all markets are open here..and no body is maintaining any kind of social distancing.
I think this morning shift for you is very busy..you might not be getting
enough time to relax. Can't you switch back to Night shift, or they wont give you night shift again if you ask.
It gets Lonely here as well...I'm at home but I feel trapped. Although I'm enjoying my time at home, cause when office opens I've to move back to different city where I work and I only get to visit home after 3-4 months.
I have been staying away from home since I was in 9th grade..i was in boarding school. and Sometimes I feel like I never fully returned back home. I think there is apart of me which will never return home..it will always choose to satay away from home.
I do miss the home when I am away but there is a part of me which forgets about home and its problem, like I don't want to be associated with it.
Life gets pretty boring here in home currently I'm doing Work From Home. Today I'm going to buy an office chair for my home workstation.
You tell me how's it going for you...tell me something about you..we have talked very extensively but we still don't know each other. I would like to correct that.
ReplyThank you, i appreciate the sentiment. And ill stay safe. You do the same
Thats a good start to it. Letting go is a 3 step process and it feels your finally getting through it. That makes me happy to hear.
Looking forward to it
Its pretty strict here, we have a curfew and only a few restaurants open. I dont mind tho, my job requires me to be super cautious, but as i said before, with isolation from quarantine comes loneliness
Well i cant switch to night shifts, its like rotation shifts, so o just gotta wait. How about yourself? Hows work?
Oh im sorry, i know how it can be. I wish i could help but all i can offer is my time in messages. How are you holding up.
Is there a reason why that is?
Oh cool, i bought a swivel chair almost two weeks ago, love it to bits. I kinda have a work station, but its for art strictly.
Well ill talk about me if you do the same? Deal? Lets see, im 5"5 native American. I live in a one bedroom apartment with jo pets. Im a CNA which is why im extremely cautious. I love my job and wouldnt trade it ever. I play a bass guitar and i love to draw. Ask me anything and ill answer to the best of my abilities. Your turn!
Hope this reaches you well
ReplyYes I'm staying safe as well. I don't go outside unnecessarily.
Quarantine has shown as the value of social life we all had, without it we all feel lonely specially the extrovert. We didn't appreciated the social life we had earlier, now we are yearning for it.
How often do you get Night shift in a year. Is it monthly or quarterly or half yearly basis.
I'm trying my best to see the positive side of staying home but sometime its too much for me. Other than that I think I'll survive.
I don't know the reason for it but i feel it sometimes. or may be I know the reason but not able to put it into words. Its more of a feeling.
I went to market for buying chair...but didn't find what i was looking for. So for now I'll have to manage with what i have got.
I had to lookup for Swivel chair...there are many type of it..what kind of did you buy.
You have a workstation..Nice. I have made an old dinning table as my Workstation..and using its chair for work.
I noticed you said Art....you have my full attention. Please elaborate on this new piece of information. :D :D
Yes we have a Deal I'll tell about me as well. I'll start same as you did.
I'm 5'8" or 5'9" , I never Measured properly. Currently I live in a my family home. I work in a different city which is pretty far, There I share a flat with my friend, Due to lockdown all offices are closed and there is no point living in that city alone. So I came back to my family home. At least I have good food here. I don't have any pets either, although I like cats, Dogs and Horses. Someday, may be if I get a farmhouse I'll keep a few horses on it.
This job is not to my liking, although I'm trying to switch into a different company, into different Domain. I do love cooking, may be someday I'll open a restaurant after I have good savings.
YOU play Bass Guitar..I'm already your fan. hehehe.
I want to join guitar lessons in near future, and i wan to buy a guitar but don't know which one to buy. I think on my coming Bday I'll buy a guitar. Can you suggest what to look for when I buy guitar.
You love to draw as well, I did tried a few pencil sketches in my college time, but after college it fell out of practise.
Now that you have said to ask you anything...I don't know what to ask...Its better you ask me and I'll answer you and when I answer I'll have a list of questions ready for you :P :P
And yes it reached me well... :) :)
ReplyIt really has i think. Ive always been kind of on the introverted side of things and yet im missing the interactions. I think theyre very important to us as people and a society.
I think its quarterly buy dont quote me on that. Ill ask my boss how it works when i get a chance.
Well yeah im sure youll survive, but its your quality of life im worrued about. I do believe that we should have at the very least a positive and reinvigorating experience at home. It helps recharge our batteries. That being said, i cant exactly say "be happy" and expect that to work, but i do hope whatever it is thats bothering comes to light.
Mines basically an office chair. With wheels and adjustable height and arm rests. Real fancy stuff lol. Was expensive tho, little over a hundred dollars. Oh well whatever works? My "station" is just a folding table and formerly a dining room table. NOW i have a swivle chair. Yay
Oh yeah, im not sure if ive mentioned, but i like to draw. I draw a lot in my spare time. How about you? Do you do anything artsy?
Of course youre taller lol thats usually the case. Hows family? I miss mine, as small as it is. Tell me about your friend, this is the first im hearing of them. Or maybe i have and dont remember. Anyway,you like horses? When i was in middle school my family owned a horse named Ricochet. Awesome guy full of personality.
Thats an awesome dream to have. I hope you achieve it and if you do, maybe you could give me a few tips on the dishes you serve. Or maybe a discount if i come try it out.
Yes lol i do play a bass guitar. i unfortunately dont gwt to play nearly as much as i did pre quarantine. But yeah.
As for your question, well first we have to ask what kind of music do you like? Its all dependent on what youll be playing when you get one.
Oh thats too bad, well as long as you dont regret dropping drawing, maybe it wasnt for you? But theres nothing stopping you from picking it back up i hope
Lol that sounds fine. I get that way in public myself. How are you in public? Whats your favorite food and music? Also, did you ever go out on the town? Actually, better question, do you drink at all? What was high school like for you?
ReplyPart1
Did you Notice that what we Write/reply to each other has gotten bigger than what people actually post here on Novni.
I'm replying in two parts.
I'm an Introvert yet I'm still missing the social interactions and people in such times.
Are you an Introvert like me as well?
Okay check with your boss and if possible get Night shift, cause from what I have heard from you, it is best times for you to work and a bit relaxing as well.
So far I'm just trying to enjoy this time at home.
I searched for chair in market but they were not what I wanted. And when I checked Online, some good models were to expensive as you told me some chair went to 1000+dollar in you currency value. So I have dropped the idea of buying a chair. I'll make it work with what i have got.
You Enjoy your chair. :)
When I was in my 5-6 grade i had interest in painting and drawing but i was always told to focus on studies and I dropped the painting and drawing. But sometimes i still draw...but right now it's been 3-4 year since I sketched or draw something.
What do you draw..i mostly sketch portraits. Face, hand, fingers I still struggle to draw them.
And I have not catalogued my "ART WORK"..hahaha..lol
What about you have you any art pieces which I could see?
Well I think you have pretty decent Height and I'm not tall enough :|
My Family is good. How's your family. How far do you live from you family.
In-fact my dad is building a new House. Its bloody expensive as hell, Making a house
ReplyPart 2.
Yes I share my room with a friend. We both started working in same company, it was out first company and we both were transferred to same city at same time...and in beginning we were in same office, but later my friend got project in different office in same city.
Since we got transferred to same city, we travelled together and looked for a place to stay together. And I didn't mentioned about this friend earlier.
Yes I Like horses, In-fact way more than Cats and Dogs. I got attached with horses from my school time. I was in an Only Boys School. I had to stay in hostel inside school itself. We were not allowed to go out. It was a pretty expensive and fancy school for me.
There were many sports facility in it, one among many was Horse riding. We had 4 Horses, I don't remember the name of all but I remember one Name. One horse was named Dolphin. I don't know full extent of horse riding but I know trot and Canter level horse riding.
Do you still have Ricochet. Do you know how to ride a horse?
Well If I do open a restaurant, your First Dinner is free and You will always have founders Discounted rates on all meals. :P :)
OKAY Guitar Master Yoda Please help this Paduwan with teachings
of the way of Guitar.
Now coming to what I like in terms of music..there is nothing specific with my choices. Any Music which calms my nerves is a good Music. But I do want to move to the stage of Electric Guitar level.
More you can guide me in this Guitar Buying Guide. I really do appreciate if you will help me in this. I'm looking forward for your insights.
Are you a shy person as well like me. I have always been a shy person in public. In fact I have very big stage fear.
My favourite food..uummmmm....I think its home cooked food. But I do like continental cuisine from different countries.
I do eat outside in restaurants, but I am extremely causes of quality of food and service they give.
Right now I'm not going out of town, but a month before I had to attend family function at my cousin's place. He had a baby boy and they were celebrating.
But I do like travelling to cities. I mostly love Beaches although it gets very hot on beach. I have done trekking and went to a few Hill stations with friends. But most of the famous places are still needs to be visited by me in India.
To answer you question about drinking. I do not drink alcohol based beverages i have never tasted a single drop of it. And I don't smoke cigarette, Weed and I have never done any kind of drugs. This I'm very proud of. But I have no problem if other person drinks or smoke. But I would suggest them to never do drugs.
High school...I was in a hostel/boarding school which was only for Boys. I think it is one of the second reason why I'm a shy and introvert person.
Now Questions for You....hehe.
How Old are you. Where are you from in US. I think you told me but I forgot. Do you have any siblings. Boy or sister if any?
What do you like more beach or Mountains. You drink right??....you told me earlier this. Do you smoke?
Where you live is it a big city or small city or like a town?
I'll have more questions next time.
ReplyPart 3.
We are writing a lot to each other..if you are comfortable...can I share my email...here. We can write each other over there. Or if you have anything else in mind let me know. Really looking forward to that.
ReplyAlright, sorry for the wait time, needed to collect myself. Yeah, we do. Ive noticed that as well. I think it has more to do with wanting to have a conversation. Most people i write want solutions to their problems and not necessarily a conversation. I dont mind it, but its definitely a nice change of pace when someone does wanna talk.
Yes im an introvert. You should take the Myer Briggs Personality test. Itll help you figure out where you stand.
I can try, but night shift is very sought after. Everyone likes night shift so to get switched over, i would have to convince a coworker to switch woth me which i doubt will happen lol its fine. I manage the day shifts fine.
Im sorry to hear that. I settle on a relatively inexpensive chair, it set me back some, but living alone has its perks money wise. I will enjoy my chair. Tried to spin around in my chair but my shin smacked my coffee table earlier. Couldn't help but laugh through the pain.
This is gonna sound so nerdy but i draw comics. Little comics, nothing super exciting. But its more of a hobby rather than a dream. But i guess i could attempt to publish my work one day but im not stressing it. Hope you're ok not drawing. I dont wanna pressure you to do something youre not necessarily fond of.
I use to post my things on a couple of sites, but ive since then purged them. So not really lol.
Thats great to hear! Im happy youre enjoying some family time. I live two states away from my family. Its just my mom and brother, very small family. Im by far the youngest tho, my brother beats me by almost 12 years. Very strange family indeed lol
Oh thats pretty cool, personally id prefer living alone than woth a random roommate and fortunately i got that arrangement, but it gets lonely nowadays. I watch a funny video and when i laugh, it dawns on me how loud and crystal clear my laugh is, how quiet my apartment is. I guess thats why i invite my friends over lately. Ibhope that wasnt too depressing lol sorry.
I didnt know there were names for horse riding and I haven't rode a horse in years, since i was small actually. Ricochet hasnt been around for a long time. I remember crying like a baby when we had to put him down.
Lol sounds gucci, looking forward to it, cant wait to see what you do!
Oh ok, so if you wanna end with the electric, id suggest getting an acoustic with nylon strings. Copper strings are thicker and harder to press down and the electric guitar uses easily presssed strings. So youll wanna practice with something that gives you the same experience as an electric, so a nylon stringed acoustic is your best bet since the strings arent so taxing. Most beginner guitars will put you back about 100 to 300 dollars, not including accessories. The reason i ask about music is because certain genres utilize specific techniques, like finger picking, strumming, and the like. Its all dependent on the sound you wanna make. I have a bass which is a bit different from a normal six string, so im not entirely sure if a six string has its own dedicated styles. Anyway, info dump lol, lemme know if you have questions
Im very shy yes, i turn beet red easily, its so annoying. Here, i can text rather than articulate which is great since i dont have to worry about my stutter or stage fright. Im happy you shared, means im not alone lol
Oh cool congratulations to your cousin. I cant think of what my favourite cuisine is. Im allergic to fish so thats half of all culinary cuisine out, but i love chinese food. Typical i know lol. Italian food is awesom, cant go wrong with pasta.
Well i wish you luck and hope that the time presents itself to you so you can go visit those places.
Thats awesome! Be proud of that, not very many people can make the claim that they remained sober their whole lives. I do drink on occasions, but not nearly as much as when i was younger thank god. I use to smoke but i kicked that habit a few years ago, again, thank god.
Im 23, im from south Dakota but i reside in utah. I have one sibling, my older brother. I think i like the mountains better lol just because ive never had the chance to go the beach. Lol ive answered those. I live in a city. A big city. Now i pose the same questions to you! Looking forward to your answer.
You can share your email if you like, i wont be using my private email to reply because i do enjoy my anonymity. But if youd rather, im on another site thats a little better at messaging while remaining anonymous. Its a poetry site i post my songs on, but its got messaging that isnt as restrictive here. Just a thought. Anyway, i hope this reaches you well. Stay safe and keep your head held high
ReplySorry it took this long to reply back....I had too much work this week. But Now I'm having a long weekend. tomorrow Friday to Monday 4 days of NO Work. Yeeeyyy Hurray!!! :)
I'm taking a risk... :| :|
My email - appysahil@gmail.com
Write me Hii Over there..
ReplyWell i hope you enjoy your time off. I think its well earned.
Ill save your email but no promises on a message just yet
ReplyWell Its long weekend but still cant go out besides there is nothing interesting near my home where i Could go. All weekend i'm spending at home only.
Okay yeah save it. you can message later on it,
ReplyNo offense really. Lets keep our conversations here ok? Until i decide otherwise anyway.
ReplyNone taken... :D:D
ReplySorry I couldn't reply to this piece soon. Although I was not working but had a lot of other work at home.
Yes Its true that sometimes we just want a conversation...problem and solution are circle of life...they keep coming and going..there is not end to them.
Intovert..like me or in what sense. What is "Myer Briggs Personality test"? HOw does it help me?
As long as you are comfortable and able to manage Morning shift, it shouldn't be a problem. I just felt that since you are more comfy with night shift you could get it again.
Getting Hurt on Spinning chair happens a lot with me. But its fun having spinning chair. I sometimes get dizzy when i spin on it, but can help it. Its too much fun..LOL
Its totally Not Nerdy. You have a talent and you should not felt like that. Although I'm impressed you could draw comics. I wish I could have a read of those comics. Yes you could definitely try to Publish them. I'm Already signed up for reading them. Just let me know when you publish. I'll probably try to start drawing when I'm back to my place.
I live two states away too..Its like 1200 km away form my hometown. Don't know how many miles they are. Family are family not matter how weird they are. And small family is good in many ways. Sorry to ask this personal question. You said 3 person. Where is your dad?
In My family we are 4, Mom Dad, me and my younger sister who is two years younger than me.
Yes it was weird at first living with a stranger...well he was not totally stranger I had met my roommate before we during our first few months of our Job, before we got transferred. I would love to get my own place..may be like One BHK..but right now I cannot afford that much...besides it way expensive and hard to find such apartment near Office. But once I get Decent salary I'll get my own place. You are lucky to have your own place. I could understand the need to get friends over at your place. Sometimes we wish to have alone times and sometimes we reach for that connection and having people around. I hope you are not feeling that alone.
I'm sorry to hear about Ricochet.
I'm happy you are excited too...Here I sent you the first Invite to my Future Restaurant. hehehe.
I'll do a deep research online for guitar and ask a friend who plays guitar. Once I know something more I'll have few more questions for you on it.
I don't know about my face turning beat red. But I know i'll shake like a tree if i ever have to go upto a stage. I have tried many times in past...and i always get dizzy and can't maintain eye contact with the audience.
I remember perfectly, it happened with me when I was in 4th Grade and I had to go to stage and do a Introductory speech before the school function started. I remembered My lines perfectly But I was literally shaking. Once I was finished and went back stage....they told me I was like on Vibration/shaking when I was speaking...I don't remember people in front of me when I was giving speech. It was total blank just words coming out of my mouth automatically, Like i had no control over my words. But I did spoke perfectly without missing a single line of speech.
I have many cousins, but only few i really like..others I'm not very fond of them.
In terms of cuisine I didn't eat enough dishes related to fish in my life, so I don't have much idea about them. But I know a few dishes related to Chicken...if that's what you like more. Chinese is always good. If you don't know what to order just order Chinese..it's like goto cuisine which you could find anywhere in the world. Pasta I know how to make it...but I'm not perfect at this...a lot of practise cooking needs to happen before that.
Once this Covid is over I intent to visit all these places. at least few which are on my list.
Yes I'm Proud of it. I never want to smoke. But for Drinking I sometimes wonder, Am I missing something, since I don't drink.
I've a question for you. What do you think of phrase "Having party".
I need to know what's the first thing that pops up when you hear this.
I can tolerate people drinking but only in limit don't want them to hurt their health and senses. Same goes for smoking. I don't have any issues with people drinking and smoking. But I hate people who smoke in public places where it is prohibited.
I'm happy and glad you quit Smoking..because smoking is more harmful and dangerous than drinking.
Here is more about me...same as you
I'm 26 from India. I live in Pune in different state....but my home town is in Rajasthan(State). I think If I switch to a different company I'll have to move to different city..probably Delhi....You might have heard of this city...its near my hometown...a few hrs of drive.
Pune is a big city as well...and if I move to Delhi than it is also a big city..Delhi is capital city of India....so much bigger than all.
I like mountains too...but the only problem with mountains is that...If I have to go to a hilly area..like in mountains...then the road to that place is not straight like highways....its all in circles and a lot of curve and edges. And If I travel in a Bus or Car or any 4 Wheel Vehicle I get motion sickness....which I hate most. In-fact when I travel to any place, Before cheking and knowing about place, I check
for trains. If any train goes to that city. Motion sickness is one things which has always ruined my travelling plans and trips.
All those trips to hill stations I did in these past 3 years are on Bike. Me and My friends go on Bike trip. I can bear the Back pain i get when I seat on bike continuously but not the sickness when I travel through car or Bus.
I work in Software IT Industry. I still live with my family when I don't live on my own. And in future If I get married my parents are probably going to live with me after my father retires from Job...unless they don't want to live in big city with me and prefer to live in my hometown.
F***...I wrote a lot...I wished I had written this much in My college Exams..I would have got better grades....hahaha
ReplyLol its fine, im not gonna hold it over your head.
I take it we're alike in that sense, we both enjoy a nice conversation. I like talking to you, especially in this format. The anticipation of another response and what its contents hold. Its like getting a letter in the mail.
The Myer Briggs personality test is just a fun little test you can take for free to help you rationalize yourself. You can google it and its feee to take, it gives you insight on what kind of person you are. And its free.
Lol im glad to hear. If i ever publish my comics youll be the first to know. Yeah if you start drawing again lemme know, i think thatd be pretty cool.
Right, family is family and i love mine to bits. No matter how far away they maybe. And yes its just me, my brother and my mom. My dad died when i was still just a toddler so ive never knew him. Lol youre kind od like me in that regard, only difference is your dad is still around. How is your family anyway?
Yeah i donno what BHK means. Whats that? And yeah true, i get lonely so much nowadays. Only so much you can do on your own. How about you, how do you spend your time?
Heres to Ricochet, hope hes running free in the clouds above
Im looking forward to it! Im a very open minded person thatll never skip the opportunity to try new foods.
Im glad im not the only one that has trouble being calm in front of a crowd. Lol thats such a relatable story. Im happy that ive never had to give any kind of speech like that.
I feel you there. I have cousins too but ive never met them, only know them through social media and they arent my kind of people.
Lol i think chicken is my all time favorite. Theres so much you can do with it, such a versatile dish. And yeah, chinese is always a good choice, cant go wrong with Chinese foods. Whats your favorite food if i didnt already ask?
When its over i hope you get to too. Have the time of your life.
Youre not missing out, i honestly think if you don't drink then keep it that way. Alcohol is fun, but it becomes a vice sometimes. Youre straight edge so keep it that way.
Lol first thing that comes to mind is going into the city with a group of people. Second thing is birthdays. Hope that helps
Yeah i am too. Not gonna lie, the first few weeks were killer. But now that im done, i can breathe again and i dont get winded anymore. So many changes thanks to kicking a killer habit. I got kinda pudgy tho lol but i was able to get back into shape after that.
Do you like the city?
Lol you wouldn't like were i live, its very hilly. Lots of curves everywhere.
What kind of bike do you have? I have my own but i usually use it to go to work.
Lol i feel you there. I like that tho, gives me something to read
ReplyHii Ruby....You call me Mr. S...its my initial of name. Or if Apple sounds good use that.
I had read your reply earlier but was so busy that I couldn't get enough free time to write to you. As I said earlier I want to write to you with free mind.
From last two 3-4 days i'm not feeling well and from yesterday I'm having fever. I'm still sick but have nothing to do so thought of writing you back. Since I have free mind and time now...LOL.
Yes its true we both enjoy our conversation. And I hope I didn't took too much time. Yes its similar to letter writing. I wish we were truly in an era of letter writing. But now..its era of texting. Lol.
I'll give the Myer Brigs test a try. But I wonder if this test covers the all, cause I think when this test was invented it was based on different time and different culture. I'll let you know the results.
I'm eager to read your published material or even if you don't publish I would still like to read them.
Once I start drawing I'll send you the picture. BTW I'm novice and not professional..so don't expect a pro level sketches.
I'm sorry to hear about your Dad. If you don;t mind me telling this. Why didn't you mom married again? OR did she had any partner, who could be like a dad figure to you.
Yes my family is same like you small except dad part. My mom is a housewife. My dad is a Nurse, My sister is completing her Dentist study, she is in final year. I'm Older then my sister by two years.
Family is good. We are building a new house. It will be ready in 6 months.
1 BHK(Bedroom Hall Kitchen) Its like single room apartment.
Right now I'm back to my family place. Since all offices are closed I'm doing Work From Home. I'll go back once offices open.
For spending time....In Weekdays I do Office work from 9-6 sometimes little bit late or early. On weekends I go to our new house and sometimes I spend time on netflix and online. Besides there is not much to do here.
"Here's to Ricochet, hope he's running free in the clouds above" same goes from me.
Good...then may be some day i'll make you something to eat. Not chef style..but my style. But if you need Chef style..then my restaurant is always open for you.
Yes..speaking in front of crowd is terrifying but I want to improve on this.
Cousin are all same in all over the world. But there are only two cousin brother I really like. But still I'm not very open with them.
Chicken is best and so versatile that it was used in PUBG. I believe we Indians have our version of Chinese dished....we add our flavours to it.
MY fav Dish...hmm Its a Potato dish made with Buttermilk. Only my mom makes and its best....other than that I can eat anything except cabbage...I hate it you can also include soya chunks to this list.
Whats your fav dish..? If its good I might add it to my restaurant speciality.
Yes I wish to do that...btw where do you want to travel if you could.
Thanks for the encouragement, I wont drink and smoke. Promise.
Okay...I was expecting a different answer. But I'm glad your answer is not disappointing. It is a Good answer.
I'm happy that you overcame this habit and choose the healthy way of life. Quick Question does Smoking gives you fat...just curios. since you said something like that.
Its a good City..a lot of hill stations near by, good weather, rains a lot in rainy season, sometimes its frustrating seeing it rain so much all the time. But I think this city is not meant for me.
Ever since I came to this city...the food here didn't suite me. Both physically and mentally and emotionally this city is harmful for me. In so many ways.
Living at hilly area is not a problem. Problem is when I have to travel in car fro longer duration. I can use Bike for that purpose.
I don't own a bike yet...we used to rent it..later my friends bought the bike...and we used that and other rented bike.
Right now I've a scooter... but once I switch my job with better pay I intend to buy a bike.
You can Google it to have an idea...scooter is "Honda-Activa-3G". it's super easy for daily commutes and needs.
Bike I want to have. First I'll buy "TVS Apache RR 310".
Then I'll after some more savings I'll move on to Ducati.
My ultimate goal of Bike is "2016 Ducati XDiavel S".
What bike do you own? Its very easy to commute with bike.
ReplyHello Mr S, its been a minute hasnt it. Im sorry, ive been busy, well havent we all amirite?
I hope youre feeling better now. I hate getting sick, the worst ever
Nah its fine. I usually write a letter and send it then try to forget about it for a few days. Figured with the length of our writings, itll take time for each of us to write eachother back.
If youd rather not take the test, its fine. Seems you dont think its relevant to your particular brand of different. From what ive read, its just a general overview, nothing in depth. Just thought itd be fun.
Well i guess we'll have to wait and see huh
Lol again its fine, just dont push it if its not for you y'know
Im not entirely sure why my mum never remarried, i know she mentioned a few times that she had us. I guess ill ask next time i call her.
Cool beans. Hows the family been lately?
I feel you there. Seems like theres less and less to occupy our time with as the days go on.
Lol food is great as long as its made with passion. Tho, no fish.
My fav dish is stir fried rice. So good, tho i cant eat as much as i use to. Gotta watch my figure y'know
Lets see, i think hing kong, tokyo. Akihibara. Definitely those places first lol.
Glad my answer could suffice
No, smoking doesn't make you fat, its quitting that makes you fat. I smoked to relieve stress and when i finally quit, i ate my stress away. But i learned to balance it out and am back in shape.
Lol story of my life. I left my old home because i felt it wasnt for me, not anymore. Had to get out and find my place out there. But im happy you did too.
This is a funny story, my mum won a contest and got herself a special bike, its got the pepsi logo on it. Its crazy.
Sorry, i didnt have much to say this time, if you wanna hear more, youll have to ask
ReplyHey Ruby, Its okay if you are busy. I don't want to be a burden or a compulsion for you, which you have to respond immediately.
Today I'm feeling Much better. I hope you are feeling the same.
It's true that we write a lot and we need time to gather our thoughts before replying again.
Yes I took the test as you wanted, there were many website with such test. I took the test from https://www.myersbriggs.org/
What did your mom tell about why she never marries again?
My family is doing good. Hope the same for you.
I also like Stir Fried rice...we just call fried rice. But No cabbage for me in it. I don't like cabbage in any thing.
HongKong, Tokyo..... I guess You are into Asian culture. I do want to go to Tokyo as well. Its a very fascinating city. By any chance are you interested into Anime and Cosplay or anything similar?
Stress eating is tough, but you do get to enjoy delicious food. If that we could call a plus point to it. I've seen many people who can eat a lot of junk food and never get fat. I envy those people. They don't have to workout to burn that fat.
Lucky Bastards. LOL
Shape....are you a skinny person or like chubby or fit...I'm just trying to imagine you. Nothing else..hahaha.
I'm not skinny or fat but I do got little tummy coming out since I'm eating home cooked food and haven't gone to gym in last few months. Especially after that Kidney stone pain attack.
I got confused... when you said Bike... I thought you meant Motorbike. Here in India we refer Motorbike as Bike and Bike as Bicycle. And I guess you are referring bicycle as Bike.
A good news..I got new Mobile this weekend.
it has very good configuration, But now I don't know what to use that for. LOL
What should I ask..umm let me think...
Are you single? Have Boyfriend or Girlfriend? Your fav food I know...fav color? Fav song/music? What kind of movies you like? When do you plan to marry?
What do you like to do on weekends or when you don't work? Name one adventure activity you would love to do with me?
I'll think of few more things to ask.
ReplyHey Mr S. Its been a minute hasnt it. I took your advice and kind of didnt pressure myself to answer all my messages immediately. Its good for the brain lol so try it.
Yep yep totally true.
Hmm, again. You didnt have to take the test, it sounds like you did it because i told you to. I didnt, just thought youd be interested is all.
All my mum said was she had me and my brother and didnt need anyone else.
Im not sure ive ever tried cabbage cme to think of it. Hmm, i donno. Ill see if i like it.
Yep, love anime and cosay, tho i cant afford to do it as much as id like but still. You?
Yeah i use to be like that too. I had a very high metabolism so i wasnt ever really gaining weight even if i ate a lot. But im getting older and now i gotta watch my waistline.
Im actually pretty skinny. Id like to be more curvy, but my damned genetics have decided im a thin girl.
Ouch, hope that kidney stone thing is getting better. Have ylu went to the doc at all?
Here in America, bike is interchangeable. It could refer to motorcycle or bicycle. Confusing huh?
Awesome! Hows the new mobile?
Yep, im single. My favorite color is blue. I donno if i have a favorite song. I like anything with a guitar and drums. I like horror surprisingly, tho i never watch alone lol. Lol i dont have a set plan for marriage, i havent thought that far ahead.
Well it depends, if my friends arent over, i usually watch movies or draw or practice my guitar. But if they are we usually have a few brews and sit arpund talking. It all depends really.
Now i ask you all same questions you asked me
ReplyHey...had a very busy week. I had to work 14+ hrs a day. Too much work. So couldnt reply soon. But know that i had read your reply the day i had recieved it. But didnt get enough free mind and time.
Dont think i forgot you.
I will reply tomorrow. Its 12 midnight night now
I will reply in morning to your above response.
Cheers😊🤗
ReplyHi So i got some time today so Here I am writing to you. BTW I am doing Good here. Hope you are doing the same.
We have Diwali Festival coming on this Sat. Only 3 days remaining. So we all are busy preparing for Diwali. Getting some renovation and paint done to our current house. So its all a mess here. All the things are laying here and there.
Diwali is Similar to Christmas for us Hindu religion people. Although I don't care much about it.
You can Google it you will like it.
Yes I love Anime as well, have seen a lot in my college time, and I still watch it whenever possible. I do want to cosplay, but here in India we don't have Comicon or any such events where i could try. Also I am too Lazy to try it.
What is your fav Anime. Mine is Naruto. I read its Manga and Seen all episodes. Now I see its next version i.e Boruto. Hope you have heard about it. Else I will tell about it.
Yes I also want high Metabolism where i could eat anything without getting fat. I need to watch more myself with what I eat.
You say that you are getting older. As much as I remember i think you are just 24 (correct me If i am wrong). Its not old. Fountain of youth is still showering on you. LOL.
Are you skinny? Skinny How? Like bones and rib cage showing kind skinny or just lean and thin without curves?
I went to doctor and I am taking medicine for kidney stone. I am thinking of getting a diagnose again to see if they are still there after few days.
Here in India we use Cycle for referring to Bicycle and use Bike for referring Bike(motorbike). When you mentioned Bike I got excited about it. I thought you meant Motorbike.
New Mobile is good. But the UI is not stock Android. Its a Samsung UI so i am still getting used to it. I hope it works fine for at least 3 years. I don't plan to change it unless something happens to it.
Now to match the answer to the questions you answered.
I am single as well. My fav color is Black I guess. But not sure, I mostly wear dark color clothes. Not black. I wanted to have a black shirt since College time, but never got the chance to buy it.
Every time i went to buy clothes i end up buying something different which i was not planning to buy.
I don't have fav song as well. But any song which is good to ears works for me. I love watching Movies and TV shows. Right now I am watching Mandalorian on Disney and Castelvania on Netflix.
I want to see horror movies(Hollywood horror) but have not watched since college days, I didn't watch them mostly because of the reviews. But i an watch them in night alone, if I want to.
Bollywood Horror movies are shit. The only scary thing in them is loud scary sound. so i don't watch them at all.
Even I don't plan on marriage soon. But there is a family pressure, so i might be in next three or four years.
On weekends I usually plan things with my friends, we either go for a movie or dinner outside or a short trip to hill stations or view points near by. But when i am not doing that i usually stay in or go to my friends place.
You didn't answer one question which i asked. What adventure activity would you love to do with me if you get a chance.
My answer is either Hiking to a snowy mountain top or Skydiving. what about you.
How is everything with you? Its been a while since we wrote to each other.
Can i ask you one thing? If you think of not going on Novni anymore for some reason. Write me on my email. Even though we are stranger, i feel like keeping our penpal relation on.
ReplyHello How are you. I hope you are well. I have checked a few times, but looks like you have stopped writing on Novni. But anyways if you see in future I just write to you for New year wishes.
Happy New Year. :)
Also be lated Merry Christmas. :)
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