My Timed Poem

I cant breathe

Im stuck down there

yearning for one last reliving breath

I'm drowning in all the regrets I've made

each chance tying me down

understanding the lost hope for life

me I did this

I choose to let it go

I could speak

I stand silent

now I'm staying lifeless too

i should have tried

reached my hope

Reached the satisfaction of knowing I did it

Knowing I tried

But instead of dreaming of what ifs

I let myself sit there

peacefully away

my dreams moving farther away from me regrets

I lie there alone

knowing this is what I deserve

I didn't win but I didn't finish either