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This is in response to the prompt, what scares me the most
I think what really scares me the most is being a giver getting nothing in return and being forever trapped in this only give no take relationship. I'm scared that I'll keep losing myself over time, piece by piece with not out, no escape from such a situation. I'm scared that I'll probably be crying everyday into my pillow but with no way to healthily deal with them. I'm scared I'll end up taking out my frustrations on people around me without providing them any context and end up making everyone around me leave. I'm scared that I probably won't find pleasure in any of the things I do now, in the future.
I'm scared that I'll be awful at my job. I'm scared I chose a path that's probably not appropriate for me. I'm worried that I'll spend my time trying so hard at something I was never good at. I'm scared that one day I'll probably be dealing with a patient and my brain just numbs out and I blank out in front of them. I'm scared my professors will think me an idiot and tell me to get the hell out.
I'm scared of so many other things, but I think I'm scared of thinking mostly. Everytime I give my brain free reign, it hacks into my system and makes me into this paranoid person I don't even recognise anymore. Dear brain, please give me breathing space and let me not overthink unnecessary things anymore. Please.
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You certainly think in a negative way! Try thinking in a positive way and being happy.
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I've always been a negative person but I've been doing my best to overcome this outlook on life. It's a work in progress :)
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