Letting go of you.

Here's to you, to the first boy I fell in love with, to the one I've cried many tears over to the one that was standing across the room kissing a random girl on a random day, thank for the lessons you taught me such as even when a person tells you they love you, words are just words, to the boy who cried to me even after everything I still picked up the phone and answered. Thank you for some of the best memories and days and some of the worst. Looking back I guess it hurts so much because of the amount of unsent text and words, thoughts about you. One great lesson you taught me was to open my eyes and chase my dreams, most importantly no my worth, to stand up for what I love and myself. You held me back for so long...