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Dear Brain,
I'm tired of feeling the way you make me feel. Hurt. Bruised. Anxious. Beaten. Alone. Fearful. Broken. Shattered-Glass-Broken. Contempt. Remorse. Scared. Torn. Lonely. So lonely. Yet I see everyday the beautiful things that life has blessed me with. I am filled with this enormous guilt knowing that I have so much in life to be thankful for yet I feel the way you make me feel. Despite the pleasures of life that I have including food, shelter, health, access to clean water, vision, mobility and so much more, I feel this extreme loneliness and emptiness that overtakes me followed by utter guilt. I'm unable to get out of this endless cycle that keeps consuming me. If only there was a way to switch this negativity and grow out of it. Once and for all. I feel like an outcast, pathetic, and a waste of life. I don't have many friends and definitely no one I can talk to about how I truly feel. I am disgusted in myself for feeling this negativity. I am ashamed in even admitting this. Broken family. Paternal orphan. Bullied. Physical Abuse. Mental Abuse. Emotional Abuse. Financial Abuse. A fraudulent marriage. An unforeseen Divorce. Relationship Abuse. Perhaps this accounts merely as an incomplete list of what got me here. Nevertheless, I will continue to hope, search to find peace, and strive patience.
Yours Truely,
Heart.
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Yours truly,
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