To my future

Hello future self.

Hopefully. Hopefully you are doing good.

Because I'm not.

I'm old and yet none the wiser. I'm still afraid of the unknown. I got a job at a small shop and the only reason I got in is because they have no choice but t hire me. I still tear up when confronted, still cry when overwhelmed. I still can't get a decent job because I cry at interviews and I really have nothing to offer. I have no strengths, no weaknesses. Just a simple 'describe yourself' makes me cry. It's annoying and embarrassing. How can you hire someone who's old, and has no experience, not even an education.

I don't even know what I like. What I want.

When years pass and I read this.

Will everything get resolved? Will I be happy? Content?

or still struggling to find myself?