What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
I am sitting either drawing or studying and all of a sudden these thoughts flash in my head regarding my father and all i wanna do is scream. My father , if he talks about anything or anyone in particular he brings MONEY in between .
eg: yesterday he was talking about his colleague and then in between he stated that his colleague's father is very rich and then he diverted the entire conversation on his father and their money. I mean how can someone be so money minded?
I really don't like about money money money all the time and obviously he is jealous of everyone more successful than him and sometimes this makes me think that one day if I become more successful than him H would be jealous of me too!!
I really wanna scream while I am typing this!!!
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
I should have been better.....
Dear J, Where do I begin with this letter. It has been over a year since we last seen or spoke to each other, I have to admit, the last time wasn't the best...
-
Any advice?
I need your advices how to survive living with a bully sibling? I easily notice its low key ways to get into my nerves, and even framed me up. I don't want to c...
I am sorry that you are in so much pain... I wish I could hug you.. your anger is justified.. really.. I too had a similar experience with my father.. although yours is very extreme but my father was alcoholic and he is extremely money minded.. he is into stock market and all I can hear at home is just money money... We are two daughters.. I am the elder one.. when I was preparing for my medical entrance and one day before exam my father got so drunk that he cried in front of me and begged me to clear the exam for scholarship.. although we can very well afford everything.. it built so much emotional pressure and anxiety on me.. I can't explain.. but somehow I got that.. but with my sister, she couldn't get a scholarship and she got the seat in medical college with heavy donation.. my father openly calls her, his liability.. it's difficult to have a decent conversation and expect love when the other person is so materialistic about everything.. he just monetise Everything.. he used to calculate his earning per minute.. he never bought anything for himself.. always wears the shabby old cloths.. but after all this time.. i have learnt to see a good side of him.. i realised he is like this BECAUSE he too had a traumatic childhood... Maybe all his fault was to never address those issues timely which made him like he is today.. but whatever issues he had.. i learnt to see his positive things... Lets not forget that he loves us internally thats true.. everyone has some flaws and some sought of compulsive behaviour. It's his responsibility to fix that.. and if he doesn't.. it's my responsibility to not to transfer it to my children.. we can control how we react.. we can't control how other person thinks.. and trust me if you promise yourself that you would value relationship, compassion and kindness more than materialistic things you will break the chain and will be content with yourself.... 🤗🤗🤗🤗
ReplySending love..❤
Thanks for this.🤗🤗
Reply