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Dear God,
You know very well how much I am suffering right now. Why can't you just for once help me in fixing things. I have been in pain since last 2-3 years. It's more than I can handle. You know I got no one to share my feelings with. You know my fears, you know I m insecure then why why you have to make me brave at the time when my life is at stake. You know very well that if at this crucial time I have to divert all my energy to fix my emotions, feel them, or live that pain I won't be able to focus on the most important and last exam of my life. I am really trying hard in past month why are you sabotaging my hardwork.. please God please, you give everyone, everything they ask for if their intent is pure and they are trying their best. You know how much hard I m trying. If I clear this exam. My whole life would chnge. Destiny of my whole family depends on it. You know how much humiliation and dissapointment I would have to face if I don't get through this exam. In my last attempt to even though I topped in my state my appeal was rejected because of human error??? That was un just but I still accepted that as your will.. I thought maybe u want me to learn more . To try harder.. god .I am trying hard but atleast don't make me crazy by creating such kind of situations.. please .. I beg for your mercy.. I beg you to give me happiness.. I am in a constant state of fear and anxiety about what would happen next.. whose the next person I am going to lose . How will I manage my loss. Please I beg u to let me clear this exam in peace and after that do what you feel like . . please I am on my verge to give up. I am trying so hard every day to study even when my mind is not here.. sometimes I m crying while studying but I still study.. I am reading good books. Listening to motivational speakers just to keep myself sane.. but why you throw a bomb at me every day.. why God... I am so tired and exhausted. Please I beg you for mercy. Just fix it this last time.. please . I want to achieve one goal.. I wnat to work hard and make my parents proud.. please dont snatch everything from me. Please.. I don't want to give up. Please don't make me bitter for life. Please 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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You are emotional because you are trying.
There is no need to try. You do.
Start from doing the tiniest bit, the smallest thing to help yourself, and to make yourself happy.
Don't bother working on the things that you have no control over, because that is not your work and you will get emotional, which does not help your life.
So please help yourself and do things to make yourself happy NOW
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