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(sorry for posting again, my last one got spammed really bad) it's a difficult feeling to describe, but to me it's always felt like a lucid dream. the world feels topsy-turvy and the colors seem too bright, bleeding into eachother.
how do i explain to the people i care about, how do i communicate that sometimes i may be here physically, but mentally i'm sitting in my head watching my life play like a movie? how do i tell them that when i begin to come back to earth, everything crashes down and i have to run away to cry, hopefully away from prying eyes?
how do i help them understand and not think i'm crazy?
i feel so much shame when i start to cry; my mind is both empty and running a million miles per hour. time is crawling by but also going too fast, and all the days blur together. when i go to sleep knowing that in only a few short hours, i'll begin the same monotonous routine i play through every day, i have that hopeless feeling.
my limbs feel like weights and everything is too much. it's a lot easier to imagine the worst when i don't feel like me. but is this me? i don't know anymore.
idek, maybe i'm just overdramatic, but i felt like i needed release some pressure on my mind i guess.
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(i reposted because my last one got spammed :/) it's a difficult feeling to describe, but to me it's always felt like a lucid dream. the world feels topsy-turvy...
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dissociation
it's a difficult feeling to describe, but to me it's always felt like a lucid dream. the world feels topsy-turvy and the colors seem too bright, bleeding into e...
Don’t be sorry, it’s hard. Even to write with no name. Be proud x
ReplyI have it too. I have that also days blur together mind racing. Tune people out then being told 'i just told you blablabla' . I get where you're coming from.
ReplyMaybe you should see a doctor.
ReplyYou're not being melodramatic, these are simply your feelings.
Dissociation is unfortunately a symptom related to several forms of PTSD. I know people like that, and it truly sucks to have it happen to you. It's not fun and it's annoying and scary. I feel for you
Replyi hope it's not that lmao. i've had this problem as long as i can remember, so i have no clue what could have caused it to begin :/ but yeah, thank you for the support! sending love
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