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Hey, I hope you're doing ok. I'm not being melodramatic or anything and I know you're not a fan of my letters. I did try to reach out but it was obvious you were not interested and I respect that. I gave my number to your sister, so you can reach out to me anytime you want. I am not harbouring any sort of romantic feelings for you btw. I just miss you! I miss the chats we had, the dumb stuff we talk about. It must be this quarantine but I'm deeply sorry and I regret revealing my feelings to you. I'm sorry for ruining what we had. It would have become stronger and pure but I ruined it. It became awkward for you after I revealed my feelings. You did like me! Yes, that was true!!! I understood that when you rejected my follow''s request on Instagram. You still have feelings of remorse even now 😅. Wow!!! It's being like 5 years!!!! And you're still not over it! And thus that is the amount of damage that was inflicted upon you by me. I heard you're still single. And I feel guilty for that, I wonder if I played a role in your life to be this way. Have you started being more on guard around girls? Are you scared of being intimate with one? Have I harmed you emotionally for you to be this way??? I'm truly deeply sorry. I never knew your side of the story. I think I might be just overthinking. But I do remember the last days I saw you. You were terrified of my presence!!!!! You literally swore when you saw me from a distance. It was so weird for me. But you do have your reasons to act this way. I respect that. You cared for me as a friend and trusted me but I broke everything with my anger and ego. Everything was demolished. Bridges were burned.
Honestly, I don't know the point of this letter 😅. Is it forgiveness I yearn or reconnection??? These are all the thoughts going through my head when I think of you. I hope I forget you one day. I hope you to be released from the demons I have bestowed upon you. I hope you gain happiness.
I hope we never meet or hear from each other again. Because whatever we had was over. There's no more going back now. That I have decided. I'm changed and you must be changed too. I'm not the erratic, shy, witty person you knew. I have become more dull, gloomy and boring.
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