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I'm 18, and I wondered to myself... Am I normal like everybody else in this world? People socialize, and I'm not, it's not that I'm an anti-social or I hate people, it's just that people mistreated me. I have friends, but I no longer call them friends anyway. I put my trust in them, but they just stab my back, and how awful words they keep trying to say about me.
Every night I just keep trying to reflect what's wrong with me? My parents disregard my feelings as always. Every time I keep imagining, how does it feel to have a good friend? Who you can trust with, the one who could hold your back at the times like this? I tried so much to be a good person who is having rough times... But they just make as dumpsite of their feelings, I tried to open up a bit with someone, but it didn't end well.
Three years of being alone, I look at the people who are having fun with their friends, and me? It's just me. I look at the window of my house neither in my school, college students who were having a great time with the people around them, and I just want to be with someone who relates to everything I want! Books! Like... Percy Jackson? Harry Potter? And other more! Philosophy? Life? Science? Astrophysics? Math? Kinds of music? Everything! But, no, people nowadays are always on Instagram? Facebook? Twitter? All sorts of stuff, they judge how the color of your skin, your looks, your race. Even your damn freaking name, I just think how is my life going to plays out, now that everything inside of me is empty, no friends? The one you can trust? I just think that I was born in the wrong place at the wrong time. This era is really bad, and I wanna say sorry for that.
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I feel the same way, Iām 18 and I think the same abt what you said abt social media.
ReplyI'm glad you share the ideal in the same way as mine. Thanks, I know life can be tough, but with no one there beside you is way tougher.
Replyhave some fun soon !
ReplyI feel the same
ReplyI'm twice your age and I don't have friends either. There's too many selfish fake people that just want to use then drop you. I'm sure there's other good and friendly people out there but they seem to be scarce in my case anyway. Social media is superficial. All it does is make people jealous and self conscious. I just keep it for distant family and news. It's not an easy time period your right about that. All you can do is make the best of it. Take care.
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