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I wish we could remain as stranger. I know I'm not in my right mind rn. I know u eventually would never see this but really. How i wish that we had never fall in love with each other. How i wish.. I was so stupid that i fall for your words. Though i knew that time i will never ever let anyone to be someone special to me, yet,, i fell for you. The dumbest thing i ever did in my life and worse, there's much coming. I'm afraid i would make the same mistake. Falling for someone like you but never had you or tell u the truth. It's something good at some point i said to myself. It's good that i don't have u for myself so that i won't hurt you later on but at some other time it just so painful to remember it. To remember that you ended up become closer to her. That her whom i call as a friend. That her whom knew that u r into me but then she wanted you after awhile.. I don't know.. All i can feel that time is like I'm being betrayed by someone i called as my friend. Like why? Yes i don't let u know that i share the same feeling as u. Yes it's looking like a mistake but it's not really honestly. I was just so confused whether I'm liking u because u like me or is it i like u for who u r. But then, like.. Why. I'm so disappointed that up till now, i don't know what to feel. Hate u? Like u? Or simply have no feelings in u. How i wish we could just remain as stranger so that i won't be treated this way. Like a mistake. Like a trash that was thought as a diamond. And U r still remain as a mystery in my life.
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