What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
dear g,
i think i may have loved you. idk its stupid, but all i know is that i liked you for 3 years, on and off. i watched you from afar. i was envious of every girl you liked. and this was all before your "glo-up." even if i liked someone else for a couple of days, weeks, months...i always came back to you. and when you told me about the new girl you liked, who somehow was always one of my friends, i just smiled and nodded. knowing that you'd never talk about me that way. knowing that, i'd never get to be one of those girls that you liked. i mean, you dated my best friend, while i liked you. it was a toll on me. i always wondered, "you like all of these girls, but why not me? am i ugly? is something wrong with me?" i liked you. i was the only one who really did. and i watched you get rejected, thinking i'd never do that to you. but you never gave me a chance, and i don't blame you. i still think about you from time to time. i once had a dream about you and all we did was hug, but it put me in a trance for months. all i thought about was you. i talked about you all the time on my little private twitter account. i think...I've fallen out of love with you. they say the last person you think of when you go to sleep is who you love or hate the most. that person used to be you. and i definitely didn't hate you. i no longer think about you at night. sometimes, though, i just scroll through your Instagram and...wish, to be quite honest. i wish i didn't have to look from afar, i'd rather actually be with you. i wondered what it'd be like if i was one of the pretty girls. i want to know if you'd give me a chance then. would we even go together. all i know is that i'd love every second with you. this really is pathetic. the girl that you only ever saw as a friend, the ugly girl, is writing about you in the middle of the night. the obsession, right? yea, ik. but you're the only one out of my crushes that i'd write a letter like this to. you're the only one that i wish would have given me a chance. the thing is, i watched you. i watched your little happy walk. i watched you fall in love with a close friend, date my best friend, then date another close friend. i watched you get mad. i watched you try to fit in. i watched you stare at her. i watched you look at her...the way i looked at you. that relationship, that was the hardest. and i always helped you two out the best i could. i always listened to what you had to say about her, while secretly wishing i WAS her. man, if only you knew. and then she just...moved on from you. and that was it. you just, didn't stare anymore. well, not really, anyway. i wish i was that way. i wish i just said "he doesn't like me, just move on." i tried. i really did. but it was hard. and now i don't even know who you are. are you still the same happy-walking boy that i knew before? you definitely look different. and you look good now, but i want you to know that i liked you before. before the muscles and the perm and the height and the deep voice. and it really doesn't even matter anymore. i want closure. i do. i want to move on. but as cheesy as it sounds, (yea ik), i really still think that i'll always think of you. whether its once a day, once a month, or once a year. maybe, one day i'll be pretty and you'll come around, or maybe you wont. who knows? all i know is that this letter 100% just proved that i was in love with you.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
12 Years Later.....
Life is busy but the other day it suddenly stopped and I realized that I haven't felt anything until you showed up in my dreams. They say time is supposed to h...
-
Her-Him
Her: I saw you today, after 6 months of trying to forget you. You just reappeared and ruined all my efforts in trying to move on from you. After seeing you, h...
send
Reply