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Today is the first day I’ve noticed the leaves change and they must have been falling for weeks because now they’re everywhere. Bright orange and red trees fill my neighborhood and soon I won’t be here to enjoy them. I can’t sleep I overeat and I’m making myself sick over all this. I feel like if I just push through if I just get this one thing done I’ll feel better about myself but I can never get it done. I can never block enough time for myself to take care of me. Life is about balance and you can’t enjoy life without it. It’s like when you are working an unusually long day and you feel a little anxious that morning but you know you can just push through because you’ll get to sleep after work but instead every day is that feeling every day is a long day and when all you feel like doing is going home and going to bed but all you want to do is your hobbies and passions and all you end up doing is being controlled by a never ending list of tasks that actually should make my life easier but makes me sick inside and I’m left with no control. What do I need ? What am I missing? Would a few days off make me feel better ? Do I have issues ? Am I obsessive compulsive about crossing off a list. Im not my best self in fact I’m my worst self Im a compulsive worrier and eater and you would think with all of the stress I feel I would be thinner or have less appetite. I guess what I’m trying to say is I’m in a never ending cycle of stress crying breakdown hopelessness exhaustion push it down rinse wash repeat
I wish I could say I was present in my favorite season but I guess the leaves will change next year
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Right now, I'm sitting in a pitch black room, replying to your story when I really should be sleeping.
You sound like you need a hug.
I wish I could give you one.
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Love, peace, potatoes.
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ReplyIf you know that you are a compulsive worrier and eater do something about it. You need to calm yourself and your mind. Worrying about things is a useless waste of time so replace the worry with positive thinking. See a nutritionist about your compulsive eating.
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