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I went to school with him in 8th and 9th grade but we weren’t friends in 9th bc he did something I didn’t agree with so I cut him off. But we became friends again at the end of 9th grade. I only hung out with him in person twice so I consider him an online friend, we talk on Snapchat. But so we started 10th grade and I just told him I didn’t think we should be friends anymore and gave him reasons and he said bye and I said bye.
I don’t know what to do. I cant tell if I should be upset but I can’t feel anything other than the part where I want to die. I don’t like how there’s no perfect people and I don’t like the family I have and I don’t like how I have 2 anxiety disorders and I don’t like how America is an amazing but horrible place and I don’t like war and I’m grateful for what I’ve learned but I don’t feel like I belong on earth. I think I would rather just not exist. I have hopes and dreams but I kind of don’t care if I achieve them. I don’t care if I stop being alive tomorrow but I know I don’t want to be alive when I’m 40. Sure I could probably do stuff for the world, leave a small imprint on something. But does it really matter if I don’t? There’s things that make me happy here and there’s things that upset me but I just don’t feel like being here. Should I let go?
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No! Don't let go now.
You'll never reach your destination if you stop here.
No one's perfect. Learn to embrace imperfection.
You belong here.
Where everyone feels insecure,
like they don't belong either.
That's the beauty of being here.
I also have hopes and dreams that I know are impossible, but that's the whole point of HOPING and DREAMING.
I believe in you.
I hope you can too.
Peace, love, potatoes
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ReplyNo. There is a saying: Life begins at forty. You are very young ad have your life ahead of you. To feel free and happy stay away from your phone, lap top, and video games for a few weeks and do other things instead. You don't have to be a slave to these screen devices so don't be. They drag you down. You have enough with school and homework without adding all these other things to your life. Just do your homework and watch some TV and leave these other devices alone.
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